Serious Anyone else realise they were never even close to ascending

[Grodd]

I'd guarantee most users here can relate, when i think back to throughout my entire life i seriously can't think of a moment where i was even remotely close to ascending.
I never stood a chance it truly was never meant to happen,my life is a comedy .

 

[zd60]

I've always thought I was never meant to ascend, that it was all just a false hope from a young lad and I was destined to be alone forever

 

[Grodd]

I've always thought I was never meant to ascend, that it was all just a false hope from a young lad and I was destined to be alone forever

Yep there was times i was coping but i realised long ago that it's over.

 

[zd60]

Yep there was times i was coping but i realised long ago that it's over.

Same, life now is just one long nightmare game till death

 

[Grodd]

Same, life now is just one long nightmare game till death

 

[FuckYou]

yeah. every last little piece of hope is crushed until you're left with no choice but to cope until you die.

 

[Grodd]

yeah. every last little piece of hope is crushed until you're left with no choice but to cope until you die.

Fucking brutal

 

[Lifeless]

closest I've ever been was when I approached my high school oneitis when I was like 15 or 16

she laughed at me and looked disgusted

I used to be bluepilled from 2018-2021 and would tell myself "it will happen one day"

it never did, it never will, I've fully taken the blackpill now and realized that I'm never ascending

 

[Grodd]

closest I've ever been was when I approached my high school oneitis when I was like 15 or 16

she laughed at me and looked disgusted

I used to be bluepilled from 2018-2021 and would tell myself "it will happen one day"

it never did, it never will, I've fully taken the blackpill now and realized that I'm never ascending

Brutal

 

[DutchCel01]

I'd guarantee most users here can relate, when i think back to throughout my entire life i seriously can't think of a moment where i was even remotely close to ascending.
I never stood a chance it truly was never meant to happen,my life is a comedy .

Looking back at it i really never got close to ascending either. I thought i got closer and closer but it was more so me trying harder and harder and coping in my head.

 

[DutchCel01]

Looking back at it i really never got close to ascending either. I thought i got closer and closer but it was more so me trying harder and harder and coping in my head.

I thought that me finally asking girls out irl was a point of no return from where i would easily ascend (i was like 19 at that point) nevertheless im still here in the same spot

 

[Grodd]

Looking back at it i really never got close to ascending either. I thought i got closer and closer but it was more so me trying harder and harder and coping in my head.

Yeah coping can give the illusion that you have a chance

 

[ForcedMarriageNow]

I've had my penis as close as three feet from a suitable woman's vagina once so in that case I was physically close to ascension, only separated by a single yard of distance. We were fully clothed, in a public space and she had no interest in me but still the physical gap between virginity an ascension that I was within grabbing distance.

 

[Grodd]

I've had my penis as close as three feet from a suitable woman's vagina once so in that case I was physically close to ascension, only separated by a single yard of distance. We were fully clothed, in a public space and she had no interest in me but still the physical gap between virginity an ascension that I was within grabbing distance.

Jfl

 

[Geno]

It was not that long ago that I realised how shit my life has been. It was basically fucked from the start. When I was a kid I knew things were bad but my understanding of it wasn't great

 

[RottingMentalIago]

I've had my penis as close as three feet from a suitable woman's vagina once so in that case I was physically close to ascension, only separated by a single yard of distance. We were fully clothed, in a public space and she had no interest in me but still the physical gap between virginity an ascension that I was within grabbing distance.

You should have forced her onto the ground and done the needful.

 

[Mentalcel9000]

I've had my penis as close as three feet from a suitable woman's vagina once so in that case I was physically close to ascension, only separated by a single yard of distance. We were fully clothed, in a public space and she had no interest in me but still the physical gap between virginity an ascension that I was within grabbing distance.

Lol amateur. If you go onto crowded trains or buses you can make that 0 feet.

 

[DutchCel01]

It was not that long ago that I realised how shit my life has been. It was basically fucked from the start. When I was a kid I knew things were bad but my understanding of it wasn't great

Same for me and the more i grew up i started realizing more and more that i really had no chance even from birth, an autist psycho sub 80 iq ltn looks father who abandoned me, raised by a single mom with narcissism and her own mental problems she projects onto others. Grew up with a criminal brother so there was never peace in my life house in the most crucial years off my life (like when i was a kid till 14) him being a criminal got me into trouble to where i couldnt safely play outside and had to run and hide multiple times from people even at school. Its no wonder my brain is fucked with anxiety.

 

[DutchCel01]

Same for me and the more i grew up i started realizing more and more that i really had no chance even from birth, an autist psycho sub 80 iq ltn looks father who abandoned me, raised by a single mom with narcissism and her own mental problems she projects onto others. Grew up with a criminal brother so there was never peace in my life house in the most crucial years off my life (like when i was a kid till 14) him being a criminal got me into trouble to where i couldnt safely play outside and had to run and hide multiple times from people even at school. Its no wonder my brain is fucked with anxiety.

Everyone fucking failed me and to top it off i have autism and im ugly too.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

The sooner you accept you were never in the game, the easier it is to stop torturing yourself with “what ifs.” I’ve never even touched a girl outside of a few extremely rare occasions like school activities when I was a child, let alone been “close” to ascension. I simply never stood a chance.