My parent compensated for the divorce, as well as for the lack of time we could be together, by buying endless video games.
Now I’m older and these video games ruined me.
I wish my parents were there more often. But as I said in an earlier post, when you’re the ping pong ball in the divorce, there is no stability to improve, no time for connections, few opportunities to enter a club, or any activity in fact.
Add the fact that I had mediocre social skills and barely anyone throughout high school, and you end up with a frustrated individual who just asked for one meaningful connection with at least one person.
I’m lucky to have both my parents alive, but i wish they could have helped me mature, helped push me to... I don’t know. Succeed in life ? Be more outgoing ? Have a meaningful hobby that I could later rely on ?
No, my parents simply had childrens and fed them food. Then they go back to work.
Fuck that shit. I feel like a mistake. If you have children, there are social responsibilities too.
20 game boys, PlayStation, wii, iPad, TVs, Nintendo cartridges and Nintendo ds can’t replace the feeling of making your father proud and your mother care.
It fucking hurt so bad thinking of it.
