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Idk why I do things I hate. And then I rage hard, after which I return to my natural depressed state when my rage subsides.
Same, I like to punish myself.Yes I like to torture myself mentally.
It must be a curry trait.Same, I like to punish myself.
Are you light skinned?It must be a curry trait.
Have some (sado-)masochistic tendencies and genuinely fucked up thoughts about myself/others. I often tend to spend time with stuff that makes me extremely angry, feeling angry is sometimes very unpleasant, but it's also an emotion that keeps me going, it's an inner fire that makes me feel genuinely alive and it's the main cause of motivation in my life which plays in the more sadistic part of my psyche (e.g. getting revenge, doing something out of sheer spite, desire to humiliate others) - I motivate myself by thinking that I can humiliate others by succeeding. I also like to spend time thinking about potential catastrophes that could fuck me/others up or about unpleasant stuff in general.Idk why I do things I hate. And then I rage hard, after which I return to my natural depressed state when my rage subsides.
I strongly relate with your post. I just get this vicious hate and rage inside me.Have some (sado-)masochistic tendencies and genuinely fucked up thoughts about myself/others. I often tend to spend time with stuff that makes me extremely angry, feeling angry is sometimes very unpleasant, but it's also an emotion that keeps me going, it's an inner fire that makes me feel genuinely alive and it's the main cause of motivation in my life which plays in the more sadistic part of my psyche (e.g. getting revenge, doing something out of sheer spite, desire to humiliate others) - I motivate myself by thinking that I can humiliate others by succeeding. I also like to spend time thinking about potential catastrophes that could fuck me/others up or about unpleasant stuff in general.
don't hurt yourself. hurt others
Hmm I am between dark-skinned and light-skinned. You?Are you light skinned?
Same, I have perfect round face, pudgy nose, nasally curry voice and also Manlet. I am a subhuman even in curryland, I know because I am from there.Hmm I am between dark-skinned and light-skinned. You?
Holy shit. We must be on to somethingyes and also am curry. def seems to be curry trait. I force myself to do stuff I don't want cause in some ways the pain feels good and also to Buddha swami max
don't hurt yourself. hurt others
Like sexually?Same, I like to punish myself.