Anyone else here usually feel the most depressed when they first wake up?

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

Its like my brains reaction to living life saying "fuck here we go again, another fucking shitty day. Pretty much most days im usually depressed af but its usually just levelled out during the day. But its usually really bad when i first wake up. I feel like killing myself the most around this time...

 

[NutNotBusted]

Yes, me. It is really bad sometimes.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

Yes, me. It is really bad sometimes.

Thats why i try to put off sleep as much as possible, some times i just cannot deal with/ deal with the thought of the darkest times of my depression.

cant escape it tho obvs, its OVER

 

[Grotesque]

Yes. I'm a night person. I feel great at 3am, but when I wake up around 9-10, I want to crawl into a hole.

 

[QuantumDummy]

It usually creeps up on me as the day goes by. In the morning I can sort of go into zombie mode and not worry about shit. Not every morning, though.

 

[GenioplastyCel]

i actively avoid mirrors. if i wake up in the morning and take a single look in the mirror i'll spend the rest of the day suicidal

 

[/pol/cel]

I honestly wake up and feel profound disappointment from realizing that I didnt die in my sleep and im still here.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

Yes. I'm a night person. I feel great at 3am, but when I wake up around 9-10, I want to crawl into a hole.

yea night person here too.

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It usually creeps up on me as the day goes by. In the morning I can sort of go into zombie mode and not worry about shit. Not every morning, though.

its over for us

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I honestly wake up and feel profound disappointment from realizing that I didnt die in my sleep and im still here.

same

 

[saddupbro]

I get more depressed at the end of the day when I'm tired.