and by semi-normalfag, i'm NOT saying i had sex or even a hug. i just had a small group of friends and wasn't treated like absolute shit (still got lots of insults but they were more tame). i don't know what happened but around 8th grade everything went down the shitter. i lost all my friends, got made fun of nearly every single day, and couldn't even speak in class because i was so scared. from birth until then i felt like i actually had somewhat of a chance, but now it's just completely over. i guess i have time to turn things around (i'm only 16) but i don't think that's possible since i have autism (which i got diagnosed with around the same time things started to get bad). i would do anything to travel back in time and somehow fix everything. i just miss having people to actually talk to and laugh with.
