Arron
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- Apr 19, 2023
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I’m only 20 and I already feel like I’m older than 90% of this forum, I also never once felt like I’m ‘young’ in any way in my life. This goes as far as seeing other people around my own age and feeling like they’re 10 years younger than me.
I think the reasons behind it is partially related to the amount of bullying I received from them as a kid.
Another part of me thinks is cause I’m abhorrently ugly and so for that reason, my brain automatically thinks of my peers who are not as ugly as me as young and youthful.
Not to mention that most people around my age have already gotten laid, figured out what they’re going to do with their lives, and act ten times more mature than I ever will be.
I always just felt way more comfortable around people older than me and seeing teenagers outside and other people younger just riddles me with anxiety.
Fucking beyond over.
I think the reasons behind it is partially related to the amount of bullying I received from them as a kid.
Another part of me thinks is cause I’m abhorrently ugly and so for that reason, my brain automatically thinks of my peers who are not as ugly as me as young and youthful.
Not to mention that most people around my age have already gotten laid, figured out what they’re going to do with their lives, and act ten times more mature than I ever will be.
I always just felt way more comfortable around people older than me and seeing teenagers outside and other people younger just riddles me with anxiety.
Fucking beyond over.