He basically treats me like a prison bitch and has been like that for years, he simply doesn't feel "man" enough even after raping my whole life development. He is Extremely resistant to any healthy dialogue and also shames me out of asking him for anything. I'm middle class but basically look/dress poor and i've seen uglier guys than me be validated alot for fitting in materially.
other times he is highly manipulative and presents an image of being a decent guy to teachers, friends of his (which he has few of) I would have been employed and moved out of the house by now if it weren't for him withholding my birth certificate and my SSN. Basically the type of person to lock their own kid in the basement if society let him. Can't handle any miniscule amount of rejection
He could have been a doctor or an engineer since his parents held him back from college (black culture back then was crabs in a bucket ngl) he takes it out on us kids now
other times he is highly manipulative and presents an image of being a decent guy to teachers, friends of his (which he has few of) I would have been employed and moved out of the house by now if it weren't for him withholding my birth certificate and my SSN. Basically the type of person to lock their own kid in the basement if society let him. Can't handle any miniscule amount of rejection
He could have been a doctor or an engineer since his parents held him back from college (black culture back then was crabs in a bucket ngl) he takes it out on us kids now
