Stretchmark king checking in (see username). i have stretch marks on 40% of my back, deep purple ones on inner thighs, some on my hips, ass cheeks, and old white ones on my armpits (inner and outer). the older they are, the more they fade to white. nothing on this planet makes my blood boil more than seeing some fat obese motherfucker with perfect skin meanwhile im a hardcore life long gymcel/athlete who has been fit my entire fucking life and never been more than 185lbs (im 5'11.5). i just dont understand the shit. its like i was cursed with toilet paper skin. its literally meme tier how pathetically weak my skin is. its like im a prisoner in my own body and i can never go above a certain weight limit or else i will get more, that means i cant even indulge in food cravings or afford to skip gym days because if i gain any weight then i will surely gain new marks. this existence is horrible.
Ive tried lasers/needling/creams and anything you can think of and there has been 0 improvement. these things are literally permanent and nothing will depress you more than having them. my face is ugly too and even if i was to ascend with surgery and was able to make a girl like me, i will always always always have these marks. there is nothing more hope-killing than that. it amazes me how i havent roped yet tbhtbh
literally my last cope left is to tattoo the shit out of my body and attempt to cover them up in that way. i dont even like tattoos but what other fucking choice do i have