Story Anyone else got severe depression?

[mentally lost cel 1]

I grew out of it

How tf

 

[Deleted member 23712]

How tf

I’m shiva. I transcend shit

 

[Mecoja]

Same, i feel total despair then change into crippling sadness and then into indefference and cycle then repeats.

 

[Sheogorath]

I’m always tired

same pretty much, so more of a metaphor though? I can lift my head even when tired I just feel groggy as fuck all the time and my eyes want to squint

it's like I can't think, can't be my best self, can't even be an adequate self, and my thoughts are constantly drawn to hatred and misery instead of the beauty and delight I occasionally gravitate to on those rare occasions I can get some zen in a wonderful void of people's absence

looks and romance aside I think a lot o fthis in society has to do with living situations like if you have a quiet place with decent air

if you need to listen to people constantly moving about, particularly people who treat you like shit, if they blow their smoke into your room and turn off your AC then you will just naturally become a miserable person who can't meditate or find peace

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Same, i feel total despair then change into crippling sadness and then into indefference and cycle then repeats.

Yeah this

same pretty much, so more of a metaphor though? I can lift my head even when tired I just feel groggy as fuck all the time and my eyes want to squint

it's like I can't think, can't be my best self, can't even be an adequate self, and my thoughts are constantly drawn to hatred and misery instead of the beauty and delight I occasionally gravitate to on those rare occasions I can get some zen in a wonderful void of people's absence

looks and romance aside I think a lot o fthis in society has to do with living situations like if you have a quiet place with decent air

if you need to listen to people constantly moving about, particularly people who treat you like shit, if they blow their smoke into your room and turn off your AC then you will just naturally become a miserable person who can't meditate or find peace

Agreed

 

[tacotown2142]

I can’t even get my head up for 5 or six years

5 or 6 years? I'm 27 and I literally can't even remember the last time I felt joy. The closest I get is listening to some funky music with a sick bass line. Vidya used to be my cope but the industry kinda sucks nowadays. Everything is catered to multilplayerfags and braindead streamers.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

verything is catered to multilplayerfags and braindead streamers

Sadly yeah,I just want my good single player games, the last time I felt good was years ago

 

[stimulantsperg]

I can’t even get my head up for 5 or six years, i feel like there’s a force on me that makes me feel like a dead man walking


holy shit it feels truly horrible living like this, but I will never give up ever

But it’s just too too fucking hard Man I can’t even get out of bed in any time

Same

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

I literally can't even remember the last time I felt joy

I do… and it was beautiful

 

[igniz]

20 years of depression
first 17 years without meds
last 3 years on jew meds feeling better

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

20 years of depression
first 17 years without meds
last 3 years on jew meds feeling better

It’s 6 years for me