SuicideFuel ANyone else go through weird coping stages as an inkwell?

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

iive been depressed for quite some time, but it got really bad for about 1 to 2 years. I was drinking a lot, ravaging my body and just feeling like shit the next day. Then i went through stage 2 coping stage, not drinking as much but binging hard on food. Now stage 3 im still depressed, binge eat a bit but hardly even drink. i wonder what the next stage is? Sui?

My life as an incel is hell. I hate being ugly, i hate being alone. I go to work, i come home and i just rot and LDAR and wait till the next day. Its pathetic really. This coronavirus bullshit doesnt help with mental health, although i was a master of self isolation regardless so it doesnt really affect me in my day to day life outgoings.

 

[Deleted member 26010]

Yeah can relate. I alternate between binging and not eating for long periods. I also LDAR a lot...

 

[DepressionTookMyIQ]

Now i'm coping with studying languages so i can make some money teaching them, but i might fail, the LDAR is strong with me

 

[cryptic__egg]

I have been thorough some. I used to try to talk online to foids a lot, hoping I could be chad online (I could not). I used to jestermaxx with a group that really didn't like me in hindsight trying to get popular. I also used to try to looksmaxx with hairstyle and hope that would work.

 

[Deleted member 24016]

I go through phases where im coping hardcore and don't feel suicidal at all. It eventually all comes crashing down when I realize that I've never even kissed a girl.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I'm either in pain or empty

 

[COPE GmbH]

Yeah can relate. I alternate between binging and not eating for long periods. I also LDAR a lot...

It's an effective way to distract yourself I guess.
Not eating: makes you not want sex (Maslow's pyramid)
Binge eating: may make you satisfied with your current state.