Anyone else find that moment right before you go to sleep the loneliest?

[Hoppipolla]

When you're off the computer, your phone is down too and you're waiting to fall asleep. It can be lonely, right?

Has anyone found a good way to deal with this? At one point I planned on leaving my laptop on near my bed with live feeds and things updating on it but that meant turning it on every night. Perhaps I could do it with my phone somehow. Background noises played on my phone help a bit, like people talking or something, but I'm always very aware that it's an illusion.

Anyone found anything that works well?

 

[Deleted member]

hugging my pillow and pretending it's an animal.

 

[ThisLifeKillsMe]

 

[Deleted member 60]

no, going to places with lots of teenagers makes me feel the worst. Like the mall or amusement parks.

 

[Deleted member 13256]

Not really. All that's on my mind before I sleep is trying to get some sleep and the occasional embarrassing memory.

 

[Zesto]

Not at all I sleep with a dakimakura.

 

[bakadesu]

Fuck i need to buy a dakimakura soon

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

yea i hate it, especially when my brain usually starts thinking of all of the dumb cringy shit ive done in my life, all of the money ive wasted, and how fucking shit my life is

 

[SchrodingersDick]

I fantasize about cuddling when I fall asleep. It’s comforting but also suicidefuel cause I remember that I’ve only been fantasizing about it for about 10 years now, almost every night, and other guys and girls have been cuddling and having relationships this whole time.

The suicidefuel part takes over and then I can’t sleep.. my sleep schedule is fucked all because I’m alone and have nobody to cuddle with.every day I go to sleep 1-2 hours later than the day before, and wake up 1-2 hours later than the day before.. it’s a cycle that never stops.. today I fell asleep at 7am and woke up a few hours ago , tomorrow I’ll sleep maybe around 9am. Loneliness will probabaly end up killing me

 

[Deleted member 1410]

I think about higher purpose stuff. than retarded foids.

 

[Animas]

it’s hard to tell when i’m lonely af all day

 

[BRcell]

Its kinda sad, but you can buy a dog and let him sleeps on your bed

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

 

[Rice Cel]

Every waking moment is the loneliest moment