Story Anybody tried ayahuasca?

[Aarvind]

Apparently its a revolutionary, transformative, life changing experience

I tried it yesterday and vomited a couple of times. First 30 mins or something I felt like my skin was dissolving off my body and it was so overwhelmingly uncomfortable I wanted to cry, and I also was acutely aware of how i felt like I was going to shit myself and piss myself at the same time, I had to try so hard to keep my shit and piss inside me hahaha. HOWEVER after this terrifying cataclysmic world collapsing stormy hallucination phase, everything smoothed out and I had profound colourful and vivid visions of my past and people throughout my life including family members that passed away. I was uncontrollably subconsciously talking to myself and asking myself the deepest questions of meaning and life and what my existence and all its components represent, what am I seeking, what is the source of my life fuel and how I can keep myself going on strong in life despite the social adversity I face. I was transported to another realm of consciousness and it genuinely provided me with so much carefree uplifting pleasure and happiness its overwhelming. For a good several hours afterwards I felt what I assume was a chad-like pleasure and self confidence and satisfaction in life, but it seems to have dissipated the next day (today) back into incel self loathing. Anyway! certainly was worth it.

What were your experiences guys?

 

[WarriorSkull]

Never taken ayahuasca, but I've taken mushrooms and lsd a handful of times. I used to describe as a sort of vacation from yourself. What I always enjoy about them is that they bring out a better version of myself. I have a positive mood, I stand and move with perfect posture, I am very talkative, quick with my thoughts that are born out of the being present in the moment. There is always a sort of downer point where you feel good, but all you want to do is fix everything in your life or just live more as you think you ought to. It's a shame we can't carry more of that with us after the experience. Having said that, the shamans who used this shit took it all the fucking time, so it is likely that we just don't do it enough. Then again, the only people who I believe are worthwhile candidates for such an endeavor are like us, where the normal rewards of life are always going to be withheld from us.

 

[hapa_incel]

i do morning glory seeds off of amazon because that's all i can get. i have been wanting to do other psychedelics for years.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

No comment mr. FBI