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[Deleted member 42077]

When I began puberty I was an ugly as fuck social autist, even more so nowadays. I knew it was over because I knew I was an ugly autist with no friends that got bullied everyday, I had already come to the conclusion of blackpill myself and that only looks matter long before I ever discovered anything incel related.

But back then I kept deluding myself into thinking "oh you're gonna go through puberty and you're gonna be handsome chad and have a cute stacy gf".

And then when puberty was over and I graduated from high school, as alone and isolated as you could possibly be from humanity, and even uglier and with inhumanly low social skills, even worse than before, I wanted to kill myself.

 

[Deleted member 42859]

Yeah, I'm 18. Spent the last 3 years waiting for puberty to help and make me look good but that's basically over now. I look at the future and really dont see anything worth staying alive for, except my friends who will all leave after college in a few months

 

[Deleted member 42077]

Yeah, I'm 18. Spent the last 3 years waiting for puberty to help and make me look good but that's basically over now. I look at the future and really dont see anything worth staying alive for, except my friends who will all leave after college in a few months

I am 26 now. I am a hermit and now I am mute too. I have never had a single friend.

 

[IchWillSterben]

Before age 10 I was actually kinda gl and in retrospect teachers, classmates and even my own family treated me way better than they later did. Then I just started growing uglier and uglier and my life has been a catastrophe since then, kek

 

[Deleted member 42077]

Before age 10 I was actually kinda gl and in retrospect teachers, classmates and even my own family treated me way better than they later did. Then I just started growing uglier and uglier and my life has been a catastrophe since then, kek

I once had a teacher tell me nobody wanted to be friends with me, that nobody liked me, and that I made other kids uncomfortable just by existing when I was 6 years old.

 

[IchWillSterben]

I once had a teacher tell me nobody wanted to be friends with me, that nobody liked me, and that I made other kids uncomfortable just by existing when I was 6 years old.

That’s brutal, you should’ve shot him (her?)

 

[Deleted member 42077]

That’s brutal, you should’ve shot him (her?)

It was a female teacher