Any other incels like this?

[Zielony4]

Some days, I don't care about inceldom but still regularly post here and interact with people here, but sometimes, being incel takes a major toll on me and I really wish I escaped more than I ever wish before, but the other days aren't as bad. The former is just a regular day for me. Boring, isolated, seeing normies out there having fun, wish it was me. The other days are days like Valentines, Thanksgiving all the way to New Year's, and a few days where i'm really triggered, where I would die for a chance to escape this place. 

If not, how am I able to not care at all about being incel, and try to pretend like I don't care about trying to escape? Do anti-depressants help cope with this? I never used them. Gymcelling makes it worse. Most 'copes' make it worse.

 

[Yoyo]

Don't take anti depressants, I have been doing them for 3 months and things don't improve. I had to take Vitamin D and shit but if you don't have anyone to talk to it's USLESS

 

[UncannyValley]

I'm an addictcel. Addicted to posting and hating fakecel scum

 

[Deleted member 1983]

same dude, somedays i forget about my inceldom and can just play videogames without feeling like shit.

A lot of the time though i realise im useless unloveable cunt with no skills.

 

[VST]

I don't even care about my inceldom, I masturbate too much to care.

 

[Jockcel]

I mostly come here to have some kind of social interaction and kill time.

 

[Mahlo]

Whenever I'm not here my mood begins to steadily improve. Then a blackpill intrusive thought enter my brain and sends me on a incel binge.

 

[Deleted member 1627]

I don't even care about my inceldom, I masturbate too much to care.

 

[NYincel]

Whenever I'm not here my mood begins to steadily improve. Then a blackpill intrusive thought enter my brain and sends me on a incel binge.

This place, porn and most of the internet is fucking toxic waste.

 

[Zielony4]

Ok... So there's... No cure. Old news to me. :'(

 

[Incel_Dikshit]

Me:

One day something shit happen for instance: no ioi’s, got igonerd by femoids, people who make fun of me, compare myself to others who have a gf ——> SUICIDE THOUGHTS..

One day im obessed with my subuhumanity: look for hours on the mirror, go on lookism, watch FaceLMS his videos, analyze every flaw, compare myself to male models or other guys who mog me
 ——-> serious depression

One day: get some ioi’s, a gril who will message me, have a nice talk with a girl, compare myself to my other incel friends who are in my situation, cope with the fact that i am at uni while others dont do shit, go for a run, go to the gym ———> some hope


It really depends..

 

[Zielony4]

Me:

One day something shit happen for instance: no ioi’s, got igonerd by femoids, people who make fun of me, compare myself to others who have a gf ——> SUICIDE THOUGHTS..

One day im obessed with my subuhumanity: look for hours on the mirror, go on lookism, watch FaceLMS his videos, analyze every flaw, compare myself to male models or other guys who mog me
 ——-> serious depression

One day: get some ioi’s, a gril who will message me, have a nice talk with a girl, compare myself to my other incel friends who are in my situation, cope with the fact that i am at uni while others dont do shit, go for a run, go to the gym ———> some hope


It really depends..

Hahaha, definitely not me. I don't talk to girls or get any attention from them. We're totally different species.  :'(

 

[Deleted member 3129]

Me:

One day something shit happen for instance: no ioi’s, got igonerd by femoids, people who make fun of me, compare myself to others who have a gf ——> SUICIDE THOUGHTS..

One day im obessed with my subuhumanity: look for hours on the mirror, go on lookism, watch FaceLMS his videos, analyze every flaw, compare myself to male models or other guys who mog me
 ——-> serious depression

One day: get some ioi’s, a gril who will message me, have a nice talk with a girl, compare myself to my other incel friends who are in my situation, cope with the fact that i am at uni while others dont do shit, go for a run, go to the gym ———> some hope


It really depends..

u arent an incel

 

[Getlooksordie]

no, I´m depressed about being incel 24/7. Even when I´m doing hobbies or talking with other people in my mind all I think about is how easy chad has it and how women ruined my life. I´m basically a human shell that runs on autopilot while my mind is in a completely different place.

 

[A Good Friend]

I treat inceldom like one face of many, although it is a defining characteristic.

I have this tab open because, although I'm crusty and old, I have experience not killing myself after 30. I think this is helpful.

Meanwhile, I'm browsing image boards, desuarchive, and watching some live Carly Rae Jepsen shows

 

[DestroyedLife]

Lol ,antidepressants are biggest cope ever. They don´t work. You could try some benzos, when your´e upset or you just don´t want to give af. But AD´s are biggest bullshit in medical history, alcohol is even better.

 

[Zielony4]

u arent an incel

I wasn't trying to attack or call him out. I was just kinda triggered that most people think they can relate to me. Just makes things... worse.

Actual things that happen in real life don't apply to my post. Some days, I feel neutral and still wish I escaped, other days I feel miserable about being incel.  :'(

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Lol ,antidepressants are biggest cope ever. They don´t work. You could try some benzos,  when your´e upset or you just don´t want to give af. But AD´s are biggest bullshit in medical history, alcohol is even better.

Damn, looks like I won't try them then.  :'(

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I treat inceldom like one face of many, although it is a defining characteristic.

I have this tab open because, although I'm crusty and old, I have experience not killing myself after 30. I think this is helpful.

Meanwhile, I'm browsing image boards, desuarchive, and watching some live Carly Rae Jepsen shows

Damn, 30 plus year old incels have my condolences. I don't think I can live to that age, but we'll see.  :'(

 

[Solitarian_Walker]

Yea I go through cycles. I pretty much have a mental breakdown every six months due to the weight of inceldom crashing down on me.

 

[Zielony4]

Yea I go through cycles. I pretty much have a mental breakdown every six months due to the weight of inceldom crashing down on me.

Damn, similar to me, except the breakdowns are probably every month or two. Shit.  :'(

 

[Sub8Hate]

I feel exactly this way. Sometimes I'm cheery and just whistling along and sometimes the fact that I've been alone for so long really gets to me. Sometimes I'll open my dating app and be fine looking at foids, just looking, and sometimes I can't open it at all and if I do, a wave of depression devastates me. I just try to man up the best I can.

Only mood stabilizers work for me. Anti depressants make me quite manic.

 

[A Good Friend]

Damn, 30 plus year old incels have my condolences. I don't think I can live to that age, but we'll see.

It sounds gay, but I'm happier that I'm using my thirties to die on the internet. You should really spend your youth being a failed normie.

Who knows, you might not fail!