lol too lazy and useless to leave. just unable to even work. but ldar is kind of similar. I have no clue about anything socially etc, no contacts, can't even remember anyone not despising me when we were forced to interact. no participation in soxiety really and I can still overeat and get a nice shower, chill in bed all day with my gadgets, masturbate, get even dumber, rot and degenerate on my parents dime. so...
ponzi, I actually have experienced the walk terrorism, esp over the last year or 2. e.g., had a temp 'job' for a couple of days recently, and on my way this old cunt was staring at me from a distance. I was on the right side, she intentionally kept walking against me. I didn't wanna move so she cursedand pushed me. I was of coursevtoo stunned as usual so just said sth like 'dumb bitch'. young foid lookes at me like garbage from the othwr side of the street. and on the 2nd day cunt was again walking aggressively, I stopped right in front of her like someone advised another poster here, stared but she mentally tougher. I just said move, she then spoke with some next level aggression, threatened me after I pushed her, I spat and missed. thing is, I don't care about my anxiety and how I flailed pathetically, but the fact that some random cunt engaged me like that at all made me feel weirly low, trashy. I have some murder/violence fantasies against a few cunts like that but irl woukd get rekt as usual and feel humiliated. good thing is, I'm really low anyway and it passes real quick. there was a few more walking terrorists despite that I actually don't go outside much at all. winter is coming though, be back to weeks at a time without leaving lol