
NearlyOver
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The last time I came dangerously close to carrying it out and the fear of death caused me to go crazy. I had to be hospitalized for half a year. I don't want to go through that again so I can only live.
The survival instinct. A b*#ch to overcome. And that, I think, is why so many people living in ghastly conditions (chronic poverty, chronic unemployment, homelessness, soul-crushing loneliness, black emotional pain...) tragically live on until something kills them--like disease, destitution, human predation... It's almost mind-boggling to realize that it's 2020 but our world cultures STILL haven't figured out a reliable way out of these hells.