Venting Anxiety is the ultimate drive killer

[RealSchizo]

Why is it so hard to just say fuck it and do whatever I want ? I don't want to be self-conscious about being anywhere, I don't want to care about what some normie would think of me when he sees my face, and yet here we are. Isolating myself, because there is nothing much to do outside either way. I'd still want to get in shape, but I am always discouraged by my severe social anxiety. I feel like a cuck, because I let a bunch of side characters to influence my quality of life. Being out of shape is just more suifuel for you, not that it'll ascend you, but its about feeling good in your own skin. I don't want to be skinnyfat, I want a normal body, I don't want to have fat pads that reduce the size of my dick, I want to have better gooning sessions.

 

[fokusin]

sometimes it's good for u
anxiety prevented me from doing alot of things I would have regretted

 

[RealSchizo]

sometimes it's good for u
anxiety prevented me from doing alot of things I would have regretted

Yeah, but its cucked imo. There is no way I am letting some normie side character NPC influence my quality of life. It feels pathetic at least for me. Brutal af.

 

[RealSchizo]

sometimes it's good for u
anxiety prevented me from doing alot of things I would have regretted

I want to stop being skinnyfat, because this body is suifuel to look at, what if i got a bigger dick. It would be gigalifuel for me as a dicklet. It's cope, but I don't want to have subhuman dick. I want to have better goon sessions. Fat pads are brutal.

 

[fokusin]

I want to stop being skinnyfat, because this body is suifuel to look at, what if i got a bigger dick. It would be gigalifuel for me as a dicklet. It's cope, but I don't want to have subhuman dick. I want to have better goon sessions. Fat pads are brutal.

I also hate being skinnyfat

 

[RealSchizo]

I also hate being skinnyfat

Most incels I see on the street are skinnyfat, it is the worst possible body to be having. 0 muscles, pure skinnyfat is too brutal. The fat distribution simply just makes your body subhuman.

 

[fokusin]

Most incels I see on the street are skinnyfat, it is the worst possible body to be having. 0 muscles, pure skinnyfat is too brutal. The fat distribution simply just makes your body subhuman.

Yeah

 

[fokusin]

Atleast I have good frame

 

[RealSchizo]

Yeah

Your body is very important facet of your self-image even as a sub4. Just makes you more miserable. No one wants excessive fat it looks subhuman and you'll feel much worse.

 

[fokusin]

Your body is very important facet of your self-image even as a sub4. Just makes you more miserable. No one wants excessive fat it looks subhuman and you'll feel much worse.

I have let go atp

 

[RealSchizo]

Atleast I have good frame

I envy skinnycels so fucking much. No disgusting fat pads, no fat thighs. Dickmaxxed too unless they are dicklets by default.

 

[grimlockcel]

I am extremely aware and self conscious every second I am in public

 

[RealSchizo]

I have let go atp

I have never been in shape my entire life. Was obese as a kid, managed to lose it all, but now im stuck with this disgusting skinnyfat body. Need muscles now. I can do it tbh. My manlet body will gain muscles easily.

 

[RealSchizo]

I am extremely aware and self conscious every second I am in public

Yeah, it's torture. You can't do anything, mang. I've seen legit overweight people living life, not caring what others think about them, but I can't.

 

[NIGGA BANBAN]

Why is it so hard to just say fuck it and do whatever I want ? I don't want to be self-conscious about being anywhere, I don't want to care about what some normie would think of me when he sees my face, and yet here we are. Isolating myself, because there is nothing much to do outside either way. I'd still want to get in shape, but I am always discouraged by my severe social anxiety. I feel like a cuck, because I let a bunch of side characters to influence my quality of life. Being out of shape is just more suifuel for you, not that it'll ascend you, but its about feeling good in your own skin. I don't want to be skinnyfat, I want a normal body, I don't want to have fat pads that reduce the size of my dick, I want to have better gooning sessions.

I agree with your sentiment. I know some complain that gymcelling is cope, but having a good, well developed body at least makes you look less meek and more threatening. Yes, if you're a manlet, they're gonna make fun of you, online especially, but those fags wouldn't have had balls to be as vicious irl if they saw a truly jacked physique. I've only seen few times in my life, especial Balkans, a truly fit looking nigga and not a obese or a skinny-fat normie oofy-doofy.

 

[RealSchizo]

I agree with your sentiment. I know some complain that gymcelling is cope, but having a good, well developed body at least makes you look less meek and more threatening. Yes, if you're a manlet, they're gonna make fun of you, online especially, but those fags wouldn't have had balls to be as vicious irl if they saw a truly jacked physique. I've only seen few times in my life, especial Balkans, a truly fit looking nigga and not a obese or a skinny-fat normie oofy-doofy.

Exactly, it is also a guaranteed way to look less subhuman. My body type is just too brutal, my fat distribution goes to my thighs, hands, fingers and face. Most of it. My stomach is not really fat, but if you took a look at my thighs and hands you can tell that I am 100% skinnyfat with 0 muscles.

 

[RealSchizo]

I agree with your sentiment. I know some complain that gymcelling is cope, but having a good, well developed body at least makes you look less meek and more threatening. Yes, if you're a manlet, they're gonna make fun of you, online especially, but those fags wouldn't have had balls to be as vicious irl if they saw a truly jacked physique. I've only seen few times in my life, especial Balkans, a truly fit looking nigga and not a obese or a skinny-fat normie oofy-doofy.

Writing this to you right now with my disgusting fat fingers. It's beyond suifuel, mang.

 

[NIGGA BANBAN]

Exactly, it is also a guaranteed way to look less subhuman. My body type is just too brutal, my fat distribution goes to my thighs, hands, fingers and face. Most of it. My stomach is not really fat, but if you took a look at my thighs and hands you can tell that I am 100% skinnyfat with 0 muscles.

I think I kinda get where you coming from. Like for example, this guy. He doesn't really have a belly, per say, but he has that kind of build which is neither fat nor skinny. Only difference is that his arms mog mine, alongside chest.

 

[MuhDigitalFootprint]

Why is it so hard to just say fuck it and do whatever I want ?

Just uncuck your biochemistry blud

 

[rcnfive]

yeah i come across like an autistic retard everywhere

 

[Jeffery Epstein]

I hate living with that shit. Fucking hell.

 

[AutismKing]

Why is it so hard to just say fuck it and do whatever I want ? I don't want to be self-conscious about being anywhere, I don't want to care about what some normie would think of me when he sees my face, and yet here we are. Isolating myself, because there is nothing much to do outside either way. I'd still want to get in shape, but I am always discouraged by my severe social anxiety. I feel like a cuck, because I let a bunch of side characters to influence my quality of life. Being out of shape is just more suifuel for you, not that it'll ascend you, but its about feeling good in your own skin. I don't want to be skinnyfat, I want a normal body, I don't want to have fat pads that reduce the size of my dick, I want to have better gooning sessions.

Can relate completely.
Social anxiety ruined my life and is still ruining it. It completely ruined me. I am convinced living with this disease is one of the most horrible conditions someone can go through in life.
And the fact no one takes us seriously because we are males is total ragefuel. Being ND is a curse inflicted on us by the Gods themselves as an eternal punishment.
The few times where I say "fuck it" and do something stupid I feel good, but then for the next few days it will be tormenting me and sometimes even after that. It really is so painful. I wish I just didnt care about anything

 

[Pikacel]

Most incels I see on the street are skinnyfat, it is the worst possible body to be having. 0 muscles, pure skinnyfat is too brutal. The fat distribution simply just makes your body subhuman.

We have to kill our high inhib and lethargy

 

[bruno eurich]

If you have anxiety all the time then it is very bad,