Another reason why I hate sexhavers

[AshamedVirgin34]

Did you know that sexhavers usually kiss before having sex? They almost never have sex before kissing or teasing before, because kissing helps them see if there is ""chemistry". I didn't see them doing that when I was a porn-addict teenager.

I didn't fucking know it was sooooo important to kiss before going further, that's why I hate sexhavers, they know more about social codes than me, they have access to a world of knowledge and experiences, they have access to a different reality, fuck, they literally live in a parallel universe.

Sexhavers make me remember what I am: a noob in life, an ignorant when it comes to having experiences and socializing, I have the life experience and life knowledge of a fucking 5 year old, even though I'm a fucking adult. They make me remember I'm just a loser who was born in a family who didn't care about him and he had to go to the internet to get some socialization and knowledge about the world.

Each time I see them talking about sex, each time I see them on tik tok showing just how much more knowledge about the wold they have, I want to drawn swallowing pills of color black to symbolize my hopelessness, seriously, I want to thow myself to the sea from a helicopter so I finally die. Seriously, the fact sexhavers even exist makes me want to fucking explode out of pure fuckinggg rage

Thanks for reading to my venting. Remeber to love and take care of yourselves

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[obersteincel]

 

[Draconian Times]

I am sorry you have to go through this.

 

[uranium235]

I am sorry you have to go through this.

 

[FlipCd37]

Yeah I feel this. People who have sex live in a totally different world and cannot imagine that it is impossible for some people to have sex. Whenever you tell them that it is not so easy for you to get sex, they say shit like "You just don't have to be so shy". They have no idea what it means to be an incel.

 

[TouhouMathcel]

Brutal

 

[Glerforpus]

I am sorry you have to go through this.

 

[depressedblackcel]

It is so sad seeing people together in love, holding hands, having fun, enjoying every moment in life while you spend your time watching from afar, isolated, dejected, and filled with despair.

 

[PhilipBlake]

It is so sad seeing people together in love, holding hands, having fun, enjoying every moment in life while you spend your time watching from afar, isolated, dejected, and filled with despair.

 

[AshamedVirgin34]

It is so sad seeing people together in love, holding hands, having fun, enjoying every moment in life while you spend your time watching from afar, isolated, dejected, and filled with despair.

And not only that, it also bothers me the KNOWLEDGE they have, they have a higher knowledge and even better a higher maturity thanks to the experiences with sex and romance.

Not having that knowledge makes me feel like that innocent kid who doesn't know Santa Claus is just your parents, it's like other people can tell my level of ignorance and innocence about sex, they know I don't know what they know, and they know I haven't seen what they've seen. I'm trapped in a bubble, my life experiences are going to be severely limited because of my worthlessness.