SuicideFuel Another night where I will wake up at 3am withdrawing from alcohol

[allDead]

I need to buy a gun but I was involuntary committed as a teen so I can't. This has to end

 

[InceldianWarrior]

I was involuntary committed as a teen so I can't

are you banned from getting any gun whatsoever ?
You can probably get one if you look for a website or shop that only checks your age.