Venting Another despairing night

[LifeMaxxer]

It’s like a never ending nightmare. I just want to be happy bro. Yet, I have to deal with normgroid scum and act courteous around dumb since they are my friends, even though I fucking hate their guts.

But if I cut them off again, I’m going to be alone. And being alone has hurt my spirit more than anything else ever did. I’m going to cut the bullshit and start acting the way I want to towards them.

I’ve been up all night thinking about this and it’s hurting me so much.

 

[wereq]

It’s like a never ending nightmare. I just want to be happy bro.

In the cold darkness of the night, I awaited the dawn. And once dawn came, I cursed my flesh until night fell once more. I even prayed that I would lose my sanity. But those prayers went unheeded, nothing changed. And even when I strove for the peacefulness of death, but the Devil's cold, pitiless hand held me back.

 

[KinkyKanga]

even though I fucking hate their guts.

Based.

 

[XxRavenxX179]

It’s like a never ending nightmare. I just want to be happy bro. Yet, I have to deal with normgroid scum and act courteous around dumb since they are my friends, even though I fucking hate their guts.

But if I cut them off again, I’m going to be alone. And being alone has hurt my spirit more than anything else ever did. I’m going to cut the bullshit and start acting the way I want to towards them.

I’ve been up all night thinking about this and it’s hurting me so much.

Why tf are you friends with normies? You hate them and they're hurting you so you continue to let them? Ditch them and while you're at it piss in their mother's grave. Like wtf get your shit together. Tis better to be alone than in the company of those that make you feel alone, this ik to be true

 

[LifeMaxxer]

Why tf are you friends with normies? You hate them and they're hurting you so you continue to let them? Ditch them and while you're at it piss in their mother's grave. Like wtf get your shit together. Tis better to be alone than in the company of those that make you feel alone, this ik to be true

I don’t wanna be alone 24/7.

 

[XxRavenxX179]

I don’t wanna be alone 24/7.

It's not nearly as bad as you think. Media has brainwashed you into believing it's horrible, it's not. Even if you have been alone 24/7 before and you didn't like it, you didn't give it enough time.