Venting Anger.

[ManOfVengeance]

Looking at the face of my birthvessel is a constant reminder of the ugly beast genes that I inherited, and the absolutely disgusting hole that I came out of.
Looking at the face of my brother I want to beat him to death and rip out his maxilla with a crowbar.
Looking at myself in the mirror I feel intense self loathing and hatred at the monster the mirror happens to reflect.
Growing up there were attempts at indoctrinating me, fortunately they all ended up as failures because I'm smarter than they think.
And because I refuse their brainwashing they're now out to silence and kill me wherever I go.
Such rage and resentment makes partisan of my unwavering beliefs I have today.
I feel like a storm of animosity as consequence from being facilitated with the unforgettable faces who have taken part in the total destruction of my life.
I'm anhedonic, I can't feel joy or emotion no matter what extreme method I try, it only makes me feel more empty than before after each attempt.
Hatred is permanently ingrained within my mind and heart, hatred is what I feel on a daily basis.
And such turmoil which I've endured has been entirely inconsequential for them, how unfair it is.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

One day when you have endured what I have.
You will understand what it's like to have to fight the urge to brutally kill someone.
You are constantly at war with urself everyday, trying to control what's inside you keeping it tucked away from public eye.
But it's pointless, from time to time does he often slip out from observation of the mundane and you question urself on why do you even hide him?
All of those years of nothing but suffering changes someone, they'll never be the same person again.
I can't be that same person no matter how hard I try to be.
No matter how hard I try to fake a normie personality my hatred always overlaps.

 

[4sez]

you should write a manifesto

 

[H8mychudlife]

I want retribution, it will be the most satisfying thing I could achieve

 

[Caichan]

Looking at the face of my birthvessel is a constant reminder of the ugly beast genes that I inherited, and the absolutely disgusting hole that I came out of.

My mom has Down syndrome eyes everytime I see her I get angry

 

[ManOfVengeance]

you should write a manifesto

I write these off the top of my head.
A manifesto written by me would put Samantha rupnow, Audrey hale, and every mainstream shooter to shame.
But that is a fictional hypothetical since I'm not going to write a manifesto.
It's purely a what-if situation.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

My mom has Down syndrome eyes everytime I see her I get angry

My birthvessel looks like a bullfrog.
Just picture that.

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

Lean on your faith brother, it may provide a respite from all these struggles. It may not fully heal everything, but it may make things more bearable.

 

[Computercel]

eat banana

 

[Truecel Prophet]

No matter how hard I try to fake a normie personality my hatred always overlaps.

Real