I got pissed off watching some shit that made me very angry on the inside, i needed to go buy some shit but i found that i didn't experience any anxiety and awkwardness while talking with the shopkeepers, the words flew off perfectly and confidently, the feeling of being wronged strengthens my courage and makes me want strive to not get stepped on or allow myself to, evidently i should expose myself to angering material in order to lower my inhib, contrarily pleasurable and happiness-inducing material hightens my inhibition and makes me into a timid fucker.
The trick is conditioning myself at the right time but the problem is that the process is seemingly random, the key is finding a way to reduce said randomness.
I like myself much more when i'm not timid and experiencing difficulties speaking to strangers.
The trick is conditioning myself at the right time but the problem is that the process is seemingly random, the key is finding a way to reduce said randomness.
I like myself much more when i'm not timid and experiencing difficulties speaking to strangers.
