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twascilk99
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At my age, not gonna lie, a slight touch of a woman by mistake, like a cashier handing me the coins and touching my hand a little is enough to give me some mild high for a few sec.
A hug would be enough to change my life for days, if not months.
I'm so oxytocin starved when a girl picked my shoulder 4 years ago i still have it in my head, this the feelings and thoughts no other normie human and no girl in existence will know anything about. Touch of someone is the most basic form of showing affection. People are biologically wired to perceive touch as a sign that you are there for someone, that there is even one person out there that you feel like living for.
My entire life pretty much, i have had nobody to hug, nobody to touch, absolutely no one to even hold my hand.
I'm reaching something of a point of no return in life. I've been holding on to going to uni for dear life and i'm milking this last opportunity as best i can because i have nothing but LDAR left, i really have nothing left, so i endure the absolute mogfest and brutal blackpills shoved down my throat every single time i go there, but i have nothing left anymore. I will never feel the touch of affection. If it hasn't happened yet, past certain age it just won't.
It's to the point the little things like nail polish, the look of female fingernails can give me crying boner, for lack of better ways to put it. It's like when your dick goes into short circuit with your brain, cause the dick still believes.
Fuck if i don't go insane man.. what no pussy does to a mf
A hug would be enough to change my life for days, if not months.
I'm so oxytocin starved when a girl picked my shoulder 4 years ago i still have it in my head, this the feelings and thoughts no other normie human and no girl in existence will know anything about. Touch of someone is the most basic form of showing affection. People are biologically wired to perceive touch as a sign that you are there for someone, that there is even one person out there that you feel like living for.
My entire life pretty much, i have had nobody to hug, nobody to touch, absolutely no one to even hold my hand.
I'm reaching something of a point of no return in life. I've been holding on to going to uni for dear life and i'm milking this last opportunity as best i can because i have nothing but LDAR left, i really have nothing left, so i endure the absolute mogfest and brutal blackpills shoved down my throat every single time i go there, but i have nothing left anymore. I will never feel the touch of affection. If it hasn't happened yet, past certain age it just won't.
It's to the point the little things like nail polish, the look of female fingernails can give me crying boner, for lack of better ways to put it. It's like when your dick goes into short circuit with your brain, cause the dick still believes.
Fuck if i don't go insane man.. what no pussy does to a mf