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I want to commit suicide with Jill Valentine
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I think this to myself during my night walks. I can’t believe this what am doing now, I walk around the empty streets of my neighborhood late at night and i just mindlessly walk.
The streets are empty and deserted, on some roads there’s literally no cars at all. I can walk in the middle of the road and not have to worry. There’s really no sound, the only thing I hear are cars driving on the main road a few blocks away. If it’s around 3:00 AM I might hear birds chirping in this near by field. Maybe I’ll see a skunk or two.
I convince myself that am the last human on earth, everyone else is dead and the sun has been gone for the longest of time. I tell myself that the few cars that drive by are being driven by AI. I think this and pretend like it’s real almost for a moment it might be. Usually this is shattered when somebody passes by on a bike, but that tends to be rare. It’s usually just me and the few cars that pass by, it’s an empty world at this hour. Empty Like me
Maybe one night I’ll turn around they’ll be a dude with a meaner look on his face then me holding something in his pocket ready to send me back to spawn. Believe me, I’ll probably feel much regret when am bleeding out
Maybe some rich nepo mogger will speed down the road doing a 3AM street race and in a drunk mishap drive onto the sidewalk and turn me into some fresh new content for watchpeopledie
Maybe nothing will happen.
Idk fucking know. Depression has ruined my understanding of a future self
But yeah heres a glance into my small little world
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cScPVRLM-50&list=RDcScPVRLM-50&start_radio=1&t=2799s&pp=ygU4aWYgbGlmZSB3YXMgYSB2aWRlbyBnYW1lIHRoaXMgd291bGQgYmUgdGhlIGNyZWRpdHMgbXVzaWOgBwE%3D&ra=m
The streets are empty and deserted, on some roads there’s literally no cars at all. I can walk in the middle of the road and not have to worry. There’s really no sound, the only thing I hear are cars driving on the main road a few blocks away. If it’s around 3:00 AM I might hear birds chirping in this near by field. Maybe I’ll see a skunk or two.
I convince myself that am the last human on earth, everyone else is dead and the sun has been gone for the longest of time. I tell myself that the few cars that drive by are being driven by AI. I think this and pretend like it’s real almost for a moment it might be. Usually this is shattered when somebody passes by on a bike, but that tends to be rare. It’s usually just me and the few cars that pass by, it’s an empty world at this hour. Empty Like me
Maybe one night I’ll turn around they’ll be a dude with a meaner look on his face then me holding something in his pocket ready to send me back to spawn. Believe me, I’ll probably feel much regret when am bleeding out
Maybe some rich nepo mogger will speed down the road doing a 3AM street race and in a drunk mishap drive onto the sidewalk and turn me into some fresh new content for watchpeopledie
Maybe nothing will happen.
Idk fucking know. Depression has ruined my understanding of a future self
But yeah heres a glance into my small little world
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cScPVRLM-50&list=RDcScPVRLM-50&start_radio=1&t=2799s&pp=ygU4aWYgbGlmZSB3YXMgYSB2aWRlbyBnYW1lIHRoaXMgd291bGQgYmUgdGhlIGNyZWRpdHMgbXVzaWOgBwE%3D&ra=m





