Zeref
I chose nothing but here I'm
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I don't think I've given up on finding a sexual partner or a gf, I never wanted to find one. I'm not asexual infact infact quite the opposite. Yet I’ve always found a deep sense of peace in solitude, and I have no wish to see that peace disturbed.
It's almost like I've two forces within myself, a spritual one and a biological one. My biological side craves intimacy -- it wants a partner, a family, children. The urge is powerful, unresistable.
However the spiritual one just wants to be left alone, I genuinely enjoy being alone, and I could live that way indefinitely. I don’t feel the need for human connection to survive. I've always disliked most people. Being alone is my fate.
What do I even call myself ? A victim of biology perhaps. Probably I'm still an incel as I want sex.
It's almost like I've two forces within myself, a spritual one and a biological one. My biological side craves intimacy -- it wants a partner, a family, children. The urge is powerful, unresistable.
However the spiritual one just wants to be left alone, I genuinely enjoy being alone, and I could live that way indefinitely. I don’t feel the need for human connection to survive. I've always disliked most people. Being alone is my fate.
What do I even call myself ? A victim of biology perhaps. Probably I'm still an incel as I want sex.





