Always some foidlet at the gym who takes one look at me and immediately hates me

[trrrrrsarescary]

Guaranteed, so far there's been like 9 different girls at my gym who have visible been bothered just by looking at me and then make a point to glare the fuck out of me whenever im there with this hatred, sometimes saying shit to their friends after staring at me clearly talking shit about me, it's not just the gym either, any given space with lots of young foids always has the same result, at least 5 in 10 foids immediately take issue with my appearance, it hurts more and more each day

Not even just foids either, there's always some normie who stares at me and can't take his eyes off me, I've been just flat out stared at for 5 seconds straight by one, sometimes they stare I until I look back at them

 

[Pancakecel]

It's so frustrating and depressing having to deal with this shit, and the worst part is most people never have to experience it, or even contemplate that the problem exists in the first place. They can go out in public, whether its for a walk, to the store, or their job etc. without a care in the world, and just concentrate on what they're doing.

Every time it happens, its like the universe reminding you that "Hey, other people see you as strange and someone to avoid". It's so damaging, and its driven me to fantasize about doing very dark things sometimes. I'm sorry you have to deal with it too, man.

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

It's so frustrating and depressing having to deal with this shit, and the worst part is most people never have to experience it, or even contemplate that the problem exists in the first place. They can go out in public, whether its for a walk, to the store, or their job etc. without a care in the world, and just concentrate on what they're doing.

Every time it happens, its like the universe reminding you that "Hey, other people see you as strange and someone to avoid". It's so damaging, and its driven me to fantasize about doing very dark things sometimes. I'm sorry you have to deal with it too, man.

I often wonder what the actual threshold is to get stared at this way, like how weird looking do you have to be for kids and adults alike to stare at you? Do you only need to be a little bit weird or do you have to be very weird looking

 

[AutismKing]

Man, one of these days I saw a video of someone recording me while I walked and talked and damn, I couldnt believe what I was seeing.
I wondered "Is this how people see me?". I looked like a complete autist, ugly, weird, my body movements were all off, my posture was bad. Everything was just off. A complete failure of a human.
So I really feel sorry for you, none of us deserve this.

 

[AutismKing]

I often wonder what the actual threshold is to get stared at this way, like how weird looking do you have to be for kids and adults alike to stare at you? Do you only need to be a little bit weird or do you have to be very weird looking

Very weird in my opinion. Also take a look on your posture or body movements. They can sense ND from that.

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

Very weird in my opinion. Also take a look on your posture or body movements. They can sense ND from that.

I was on a bikeride yesterday and I shit you not, every single kid stared at me the entire time I was in their field of vision, one even turned around to keep staring at me

 

[littlemanhikicel]

I identify with this completely. Those things happened to me when I was at the gym. The hate, mockery, and humiliation were constant.