In the neighborhood I lived in, there were basically 6 core people that I hung out with. All of them lost their virginity before freshman year of high school (come to think of it, it's not just these 6 core friends but basically all of the 20 kids I knew somewhat closely, in my years before HS). These two twins who were my neighbors (pretty popular in school) lost it when they were 15. I remember asking them the day after they supposedly went to this party, "did you have sex?", they just said "yes" so casually as if it was no big deal. After that, they hooked up with femoids pretty regularly. I would try to live vicariously through them and would always ask, "how did it feel, what did you do leading up to it?". They would be like "janoy, I know you want to feel like you had sex so that's why you're asking for so much detail" and I would growl "yeahhh" in a creepy voice while laughing. I'd ask them, "how do you talk to girls?" and they'd just say "idk man, just talk to them". Back then though, I wasn't ugly because the acne hadn't hit me yet so I did have a chance but I would just genuinely run away from girls lol.
I kinda miss those days though, from when I was 11-15. Ah, life has changed so much since then. At least I actually had friends and wasn't mentally fucked from the acne.
I kinda miss those days though, from when I was 11-15. Ah, life has changed so much since then. At least I actually had friends and wasn't mentally fucked from the acne.
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