Even when i was a kid, i never had friends, and my childhood i spent it basically where is my house, inside the house or outside in my garden, not even as a kid i never had a foid as a friend,not even those jokes kids makes where u make her your girlfriend
Then i went to school, horrible, i spent the school alone, no girlfriend, almost no friend, no foid friend, after school back to home rotting inside
Basically until i was like 15 spent it only in my room, rotting alone, i can t even remember what i did one month ago, also because i had never any kind of positive reinforcment, i had autism, social anxiety, 0 confidence of a guy who though if i put the foot outside of my door i get beaten, killed or bullied by foids, also because foids bullied me!
i was short,ugly and now i m the same short and ugly
then when i was 16 i left my basement for a little bit as i got somehow a bit of confidence, nothing, horrible, still even then i still almost never left my room even if i had to go outside, no friend, nothing to do, social anxiety, autism, same as a teenager almost had no friend, no girlfriend
now at 20 back once again in my basement, rotting inside of my basement just like i rotted when i was a kid and a teenager
Basically all my life was just depression and rotting inside of my basement, over from birth
So if i look at my life at almost 20 as an khhv, its basically kinda 80% rotting, 10% sleeping, 10% other things done
Then i went to school, horrible, i spent the school alone, no girlfriend, almost no friend, no foid friend, after school back to home rotting inside
Basically until i was like 15 spent it only in my room, rotting alone, i can t even remember what i did one month ago, also because i had never any kind of positive reinforcment, i had autism, social anxiety, 0 confidence of a guy who though if i put the foot outside of my door i get beaten, killed or bullied by foids, also because foids bullied me!
i was short,ugly and now i m the same short and ugly
then when i was 16 i left my basement for a little bit as i got somehow a bit of confidence, nothing, horrible, still even then i still almost never left my room even if i had to go outside, no friend, nothing to do, social anxiety, autism, same as a teenager almost had no friend, no girlfriend
now at 20 back once again in my basement, rotting inside of my basement just like i rotted when i was a kid and a teenager
Basically all my life was just depression and rotting inside of my basement, over from birth
So if i look at my life at almost 20 as an khhv, its basically kinda 80% rotting, 10% sleeping, 10% other things done
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