All I want in life is one good cope to make me feel better about my shitty situation

[mylifeistrash]

Maybe a video game or a good career, or even a group of friends.

But nope, all of that shit is mostly unattainable.


It's all other nothing. In 2019 you're either doing great in life and in the top % success wise or totally getting fucked over.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Its hard to not ropemaxx

 

[Deleted member 7573]

or even a group of friends.

For the past few days this is the one cope that I had wished more, seeing friends hanging out, people laughing and having fun make me want to murder someone to even be able to take part in something like that.

 

[mylifeistrash]

For the past few days this is the one cope that I had wished more, seeing friends hanging out, people laughing and having fun make me want to murder someone to even be able to take part in something like that.

I do have some friends I see weekly but they're people I play ball with. They cope by playing that shitty game every fucking day after work, beating the shit out of their bodies.

Developing all this skill and what for? Most are former athletes past their prime.

Shit gets old and it's so fucking repetitive. It's obvious they play ball mindlessly as a cope.

The ones most serious about it have a kid or are divorced.

 

[Deleted member 11032]

I do have some friends I see weekly but they're people I play ball with. They cope by playing that shitty game every fucking day after work, beating the shit out of their bodies.

Developing all this skill and what for? Most are former athletes past their prime.

Shit gets old and it's so fucking repetitive. It's obvious they play ball mindlessly as a cope.

The ones most serious about it have a kid or are divorced.

You sound like you have anhedonia.

 

[mylifeistrash]

You sound like you have anhedonia.

Yup, but I wasn't like that in my 20s.

I think hitting 30 just helped me realized the reality of my situation.

 

[Deleted member 11032]

Yup, but I wasn't like that in my 20s.

I think hitting 30 just helped me realized the reality of my situation.

Maybe focus on your career.

 

[wizardcel]

Are you in STEM?

 

[Deleted member 9229]

Aren’t you 6’5? Quit complaining about not being top 1% even being in the top 20% is good.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

I do have some friends I see weekly but they're people I play ball with. They cope by playing that shitty game every fucking day after work, beating the shit out of their bodies.

Developing all this skill and what for? Most are former athletes past their prime.

Shit gets old and it's so fucking repetitive. It's obvious they play ball mindlessly as a cope.

The ones most serious about it have a kid or are divorced.

This must be their cope for dealing with the betabuxx cuck life, but at least playing ball with them it's already something, what I really wanted tho is a group of friends saying "Hey Jeff, let's go to the shopping watch a movie together.", "Oy Jeff, let's go do some trails with our bikes.", "Jeff do you want to go party with us tonight?", This would be a dream

 

[seija]

You have NEETbuxx or no?

 

[sepelion]

Yup, but I wasn't like that in my 20s.

I think hitting 30 just helped me realized the reality of my situation.

Drugs. They're the answer. Brute force yourself into some worthwhile state once in a while.

Try Molly's while watching a VR porn compilation of a different girl getting fucked every 5 seconds and saying things like "fuck me", "shoot your fat load in me," etc.

I make custom vr compilations like these. I have an hour long compilation where it's only 5 seconds per girl getting slammed hard with eye contact on me and talking dirty.

I named the video "raise it cuck" and imagine how many women get knocked up today and then some cuck raises a kid that isn't theirs. I'm grateful I'm not in that situation. I'm grateful the blackpill let's me know what "liberated" women really are: unchained whores.

It's a good high if you do it once per week when your balls are full and your pecker is sensitive. The other days of the week you need a distraction or else you'll just jerk off all day.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

I think hitting 30 just helped me realized the reality of my situation.

Same.

 

[ihaveno1]

same here, it's such a shame that everything i want a cant have

 

[Cuyen]

Its hard to not ropemaxx