No matter what I do, what I achieve, you just always have that look of disappointment in your eyes. Is it because I'm not a looker? Is it because i'm a fucking autist? Is it because I haven't achieved as much as you did by twenty? Or is it because you just wanted a different son? Well I am never going to be what you were. I just can't I have too many handicaps I can't do what you did. I can't join the army they won't let me. Just say your proud of me once, just once without that look in your eyes, just once without being coerced into saying it by others. Please.
