I saw him today for the first time in over a month. He's 61, but he looks much worse than usual. Very dark, purplish circles under his eyes, wrinkles, graying hair and an overall depressed and low energy mood. He sorta looks like a zombie from the original Night of the Living Dead. You can tell he hasn’t had a good night’s sleep in a while…so much so that he literally fell asleep mid conversation. He lives alone, still works and drinks heavily. The worst part is that he was literally forced him out of our house by my mother, who can’t stand him anymore. Observing my own dad has only reinforced my understanding of the BP and dread the idea of betabuxxing and succumbing to the inevitable agepill.
