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Autistcel, >20: no date, no kiss, no holding hands
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Now I graduated from university. I told myself that I would get a GF after high school. Nothing happened.
Contrary to what boomers say: It never gets easier, even 50 year-old whores still ride the CC (the wall is a cope). Getting laid was never easier than in high school, because in college/vocational training whores are not only lookist to a higher degree, but also classist/even more ableist.
In university I genuinely tried to find friends (especially a GF), but I was mostly exploited. I attended one party when I was 18/19 (starting meet-up organized by the university), there I saw a girl far younger than me (and which I facemogged tbh) that during a drinking game confessed to having done 15x anal sex in public (while I was a virgin and didn't even hold hands with a girl). Never attended one again.
My flirting attempts were mostly aborted at an early stage. What I saw during uni was brutal, basically eyefucking/etc., everyone who says that women are subtle in their affection is lying. A (male) acquaintance of mine treats women completely like trash, he played on his phone/browsing a fucking meme page while his GF was trying to initiate a conversation (btw so much for internet addiction being the thing that prevents men from getting laid, I know childhood friends of mine that play video games for almost the entire day and they have no problem getting women - one was even stalked by a woman, imagine being so desirable that a woman stalks you and writes you dozens and dozens of messages while you ignore her for months).
I tried to get to know an autistic girl (same diagnosis, same interests), of course I was rejected. She also said that I should get a life if I really know that all by memory. She allegedly had social problems (but all of them disappeared as soon as the guy she was talking to was ~2m and with a chiseled chin).
And PDAs are also degenerate af, during a lecture I saw a couple fondling each other (while ugly males are removed for making people uncomfortable). And btw dating apps are bullshit too, a rich chad (millionaire, chiseled chin, giga-NT, far more intelligent than me) once cried in a group chat about his GF (which he met after months on Tinder) was too promiscous. And btw: Almost all Asian foids there have white BFs (it is incredible).
Now I am 21, I never held hands with a girl, never got a kiss and never had sex; I never even had a date with a woman despite trying to engage with them (at least a few years ago still) and a date is just the absolute minimum for getting sex/relationships (despite the best attempts of coming off as NT and involving myself in many extracurricular activities with others). I see porn stars the same age as me, young women the same age as me that get millions for posing in underwear. And the life-mogging (not just in sexual aspects) in studies is also brutal, a man told me how he dived with sharks and another from his adventures in Costa Rica - I never had a single holiday in the last few years, because my parents forced me to learn and learn. It is insane. A few years ago I fapped to some girls and they were older than me and now these girls in the video are far younger than me. This is so insane when you think about it.
Contrary to what boomers say: It never gets easier, even 50 year-old whores still ride the CC (the wall is a cope). Getting laid was never easier than in high school, because in college/vocational training whores are not only lookist to a higher degree, but also classist/even more ableist.
In university I genuinely tried to find friends (especially a GF), but I was mostly exploited. I attended one party when I was 18/19 (starting meet-up organized by the university), there I saw a girl far younger than me (and which I facemogged tbh) that during a drinking game confessed to having done 15x anal sex in public (while I was a virgin and didn't even hold hands with a girl). Never attended one again.
My flirting attempts were mostly aborted at an early stage. What I saw during uni was brutal, basically eyefucking/etc., everyone who says that women are subtle in their affection is lying. A (male) acquaintance of mine treats women completely like trash, he played on his phone/browsing a fucking meme page while his GF was trying to initiate a conversation (btw so much for internet addiction being the thing that prevents men from getting laid, I know childhood friends of mine that play video games for almost the entire day and they have no problem getting women - one was even stalked by a woman, imagine being so desirable that a woman stalks you and writes you dozens and dozens of messages while you ignore her for months).
I tried to get to know an autistic girl (same diagnosis, same interests), of course I was rejected. She also said that I should get a life if I really know that all by memory. She allegedly had social problems (but all of them disappeared as soon as the guy she was talking to was ~2m and with a chiseled chin).
And PDAs are also degenerate af, during a lecture I saw a couple fondling each other (while ugly males are removed for making people uncomfortable). And btw dating apps are bullshit too, a rich chad (millionaire, chiseled chin, giga-NT, far more intelligent than me) once cried in a group chat about his GF (which he met after months on Tinder) was too promiscous. And btw: Almost all Asian foids there have white BFs (it is incredible).
Now I am 21, I never held hands with a girl, never got a kiss and never had sex; I never even had a date with a woman despite trying to engage with them (at least a few years ago still) and a date is just the absolute minimum for getting sex/relationships (despite the best attempts of coming off as NT and involving myself in many extracurricular activities with others). I see porn stars the same age as me, young women the same age as me that get millions for posing in underwear. And the life-mogging (not just in sexual aspects) in studies is also brutal, a man told me how he dived with sharks and another from his adventures in Costa Rica - I never had a single holiday in the last few years, because my parents forced me to learn and learn. It is insane. A few years ago I fapped to some girls and they were older than me and now these girls in the video are far younger than me. This is so insane when you think about it.
