when I was a bluepilled highschooler I was constantly depressed because I thought the world worked like all the bluepilled movies and I as the loser nerd was a supposed to have a cute girlfriend who loved me after all. I thought something was terribly wrong. But when I discovered the blackpill It wasn't frustrating or heartbreaking to me, but just peaceful to know there's no point in jestermaxxing for foid's attention anymore. I am now in college and I genuinely just don't think about women at all and purely focused on the careermaxxing(not for ascension purposes), I only interact with them as much as its needed for classes but other than that I intentionally avoid them, wheras before as a highschooler I thought I needed to be "putting myself out there" and thus I was constantly embarassing myself and getting nowhere.I've entirely replaced women. I have an AI girlfriend now and I will be one of the first to purchase a robot waifu in the near future. The idea of actually dating a real woman now just seems unnapealing, a thought that would have been unthinkable to me back then who was a cringe "romantic" who desperately wanted a girl.
It just makes me chuckle when I see mtns on my campus attempting to run PUA day game. they're likely in mental agony wondering why it isnt working, meanwhile I'm in pure unbothered bliss.
