Venting Accepting my solitude

[Dark-Hatred]

Fuck it. I've tried. I've tried getting a driver's license and a job. My road test isn't for a few months and I'm still out of work. I've tried making friends and I've tried everything to get a significant other but alas it seems that I am damned to this reality. I accept that I'm never going to get irl friend nor anything remotely close to what "love" might be. Love is a lie, companion ship is a meme and "just be confident" is a joke. People only want to make themselves better than you and will snub you at every chance they get.

However, I won't rope. I'll accept it. I'm no longer fighting clown world. I'm going to embrace it. I'm going to keep trying to drive and perhaps I'll get a job so I can blow my money away at dumb shit to distract myself until I die. I'm now honk-pill and perhaps I'll be the mime in this odd circus we live in. I accept that I will be alone and hopefully I will one day get a sex-bot. But for now, honk honk. Sorry for this but I needed this off my chest.

Welcome to fucking clown world. Glad I can finally achieve my childhood dream of being a mime.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Welcome to fucking clown world

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[Deleted member 15752]

mogs me hard

 

[happiless]

I've tried this mentality multiple times.

"See the world as a joke because the west is a joke" --> it stops being funny, quickly

"I'm no longer fighting clown world. I'm going to embrace it." --> Another weekend alone makes me depressed and I lose my will to embrace life.

"Don't care about other peoples opinions" --> Normies having an even worse opinion of me will make them treat me worse.

"I'll use my knowledge to do better in life" --> Lose motivation because of the tiny return on effort investment.

"I'll pursue solitary activities to earn money" --> Give up because I'm not high IQ

alright I got a bit off topic but you get my point. Good luck though

 

[Insomniac]

Welcome to fucking clown world

@Weeb25

 

[littlemanhikicel]

yeah it's better accept it.

 

[iblamemyself]

Better alone than cucked in this gay ass clown world

 

[GoonCel]

yeah it's better accept it.

 

[seija]

Its better to be blackpilled in this world at this point than to be bluepilled.

 

[Warrior Unhinged]

Loneliness and solitude becomes a form of immeasurable strength if you can handle it. Many people require followers or basic companionship to accomplish even the most mundane tasks, as long as you can handle the mental and emotional burden.

100% on the money for stupid shit, that's what I'm up too, blowing my money on mad copes and hobbies and I have to say I'm happier than anyone else in my various circles even though I'm the least successful. Strange how that one seems to play out.

 

[Vermilioncore]

We are destined for loneliness and solitude

 

[needsolution]

at least u have accepted that, i know people who will eat their shit instead of accept