Had a job interview today in person, they were happy with my online application (Used chatgpt to make my CV somewhat alright).
The job requires very little skill except that you have to be social/out going/approachable. Obviously I was doomed from the start.
in person it went straight to hell, I had the worst luck with the fact that my interviewer was a hot Stacey, an 8 which is very high in regards to my ranking. She was completely cold from the start and obviously despised me, fuck I now wish so much that I had been drunk during the interview, would have done so much better, no nervousness, hate or anxiety. Instead all of my speech problems amplified by 100 times, I couldn't answer questions without thinking it through but she kept skipping questions when I didn't answer directly so I had no time to answer.
At the start I tried to keep some level of eye contact with her, but I immediately noticed that within a couple of seconds she would completely look away from me, when she regained eye contact with me I would imitate her behavior by looking away.
I sometimes tested her by saying things like "I'm usually very calm/not stressed, unlike what you may think of me in this interview" in playful/nonchalant way, just to see if she was able to put on a smile, even a fake smile or just reassure me in some way that it's okay. But nothing, I'm starting to think females aren't able to show any positive emotions or sense of understanding unless it's for chads/pretty boys.
Within 1 minute of the interview when I had a hard time answering questions, and was stressed cause of her judgementalness, I started fidling with things, covering my face with my hands etc...
I'm not applying for another job, fuck that. I rather looksmax/speechmax/skillsmax for a year even if it means I will have no money and probably be starving sometimes.
The job requires very little skill except that you have to be social/out going/approachable. Obviously I was doomed from the start.
in person it went straight to hell, I had the worst luck with the fact that my interviewer was a hot Stacey, an 8 which is very high in regards to my ranking. She was completely cold from the start and obviously despised me, fuck I now wish so much that I had been drunk during the interview, would have done so much better, no nervousness, hate or anxiety. Instead all of my speech problems amplified by 100 times, I couldn't answer questions without thinking it through but she kept skipping questions when I didn't answer directly so I had no time to answer.
At the start I tried to keep some level of eye contact with her, but I immediately noticed that within a couple of seconds she would completely look away from me, when she regained eye contact with me I would imitate her behavior by looking away.
I sometimes tested her by saying things like "I'm usually very calm/not stressed, unlike what you may think of me in this interview" in playful/nonchalant way, just to see if she was able to put on a smile, even a fake smile or just reassure me in some way that it's okay. But nothing, I'm starting to think females aren't able to show any positive emotions or sense of understanding unless it's for chads/pretty boys.
Within 1 minute of the interview when I had a hard time answering questions, and was stressed cause of her judgementalness, I started fidling with things, covering my face with my hands etc...
I'm not applying for another job, fuck that. I rather looksmax/speechmax/skillsmax for a year even if it means I will have no money and probably be starving sometimes.
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