Venting about to cry from this depressing lonely life

[idk125]

everyday at night the lonliness and depression hits different because i feel so fucking empty and about to die from this life can someone just shoot me already i cant do this anymore its like you are in solitary confinement for the rest of your life and the only option u have is eat or rope this is the life i am living basically pointless existence filled with a deep void that cant be fulfilled because i am too far done. do u guys feel the same thing late at night

 

[Deleted member 44275]

Same here dude. I’m buying a shotgun tomorrow and getting it over with.

 

[HateCurry]

idk I find solitary confinement to be superb since no one's around I can do whatever the fuck I want and whenever I want however I want to. I've always dreamt of that life.

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

Same here dude. I’m buying a shotgun tomorrow and getting it over with.

use that shotgun against bettER persons

 

[idk125]

Same here dude. I’m buying a shotgun tomorrow and getting it over with.

dont do it

 

[idk125]

idk I find solitary confinement to be superb since no one's around I can do whatever the fuck I want and whenever I want however I want to. I've always dreamt of that life.

yeah its better than being a robot in this society

 

[war_with_myself]

Only feel that on Friday and Saturday nights. Sunday night, i'm too anxious with the dread of coming into work on Monday. I smoke weed to numb the pain.

 

[idk125]

Only feel that on Friday and Saturday nights. Sunday night, i'm too anxious with the dread of coming into work on Monday. I smoke weed to numb the pain

how old are u btw

 

[war_with_myself]

how old are u btw

30's. I'm a wizard

 

[idk125]

30's. I'm a wizard

brutal dude i am 18

 

[Deadgeneration]

idk I find solitary confinement to be superb since no one's around I can do whatever the fuck I want and whenever I want however I want to. I've always dreamt of that life.

It's nice to take a break from the rest of the world

 

[war_with_myself]

brutal dude i am 18

It's not so bad brother, just gotta focus on other stuff and get some strong copes, like weed or other drugs.

 

[idk125]

It's not so bad brother, just gotta focus on other stuff and get some strong copes, like weed or other drugs.

yeah i guess but i will wait till i get older then maybe imma smoke

 

[Deadgeneration]

use that shotgun against bettER persons

If you're not a legit sociopath, going ER will make you feel even more shit, hence why mass shooters often kill themselves after doing the deed

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

hence why mass shooters often kill themselves after doing the deed

they off themselves because otherwise scumciety would finish them

 

[Deadgeneration]

they off themselves because otherwise scumciety would finish them

They could still live on in prison though if they wanted

 

[nystagmuscel]

Same here dude. I’m buying a shotgun tomorrow and getting it over with.

Based, may you find peace wherever you end up

 

[watcher]

B urself lol

 

[idk125]

B urself lol

 

[RandomGuy]

It's nice to take a break from the rest of the world

At the ancient edge of the world.


View: https://youtu.be/vC1zQS1l9JY

 

[Deleted member 44415]

It's not so bad brother, just gotta focus on other stuff and get some strong copes, like weed or other drugs.

Truth Moneymaxx for truecels is the only way out. If drugs are illegal in your country you can gorgemaxx with a personal chef and indulge in escorts

 

[Hasdrubaal]

because i am too far done

I dont know man, 18 years old is still kinda young. Did you get into college or are you thinking of college? Get a stem degree, moneymaxx etc. You could also cope with drugs or something but I would advise against that.

 

[idk125]

I dont know man, 18 years old is still kinda young. Did you get into college or are you thinking of college? Get a stem degree, moneymaxx etc. You could also cope with drugs or something but I would advise against that.

Yeah I have grade 12 as my last year

 

[idk125]

What do you even want? Either GOOD GIRL or WHORE?

Shit idk I might live being lonely for the rest of my life

 

[Misogynist Curry 卐]

Shut your face nigger!!!!!
You are barely 18

 

[ugly_genius]

OP you're actually relatively young. There may still be some hope for you. At least there's plenty of time. That's the key. Don't give up now, it wouldn't be logical. Once time has elapsed and the ship has set sail, it's a different story. but it's still at the docks for you mate.

 

[Lux]

It only gets worse, by 25 the hopes are fading, the dream seems impossible, no progress, the train of life has passed with all of the people you knew from school, you were left behind, alone on a urban hell filled with longing for something better, there is a lot to do and you dont know what, you are out of Saiga.
Time is passing, suicide is a constant solution at 30.​

 

[Balding Subhuman]

I will cope with drugs

 

[FarCel]

They could still live on in prison though if they wanted

depends where the prison is....

in Sweden and Norway?? yea sure dudes play xbox and chill all day
in Muttland they'd get raped by Tyrone and Bubba

3rd world they'd get stabbed by gangleaders

 

[idk125]

Shut your face nigger!!!!!
You are barely 18

 

[idk125]

OP you're actually relatively young. There may still be some hope for you. At least there's plenty of time. That's the key. Don't give up now, it wouldn't be logical. Once time has elapsed and the ship has set sail, it's a different story. but it's still at the docks for you mate.

so do u think i can ascend in college or something

 

[idk125]

I will cope with drugs

 

[tacotown2142]

so do u think i can ascend in college or something

college, especially if you're living on campus is easily the point at which your chances are highest.

 

[FarCel]

It only gets worse, by 25 the hopes are fading, the dream seems impossible, no progress, the train of life has passed with all of the people you knew from school, you were left behind, alone on a urban hell filled with longing for something better, there is a lot to do and you dont know what, you are out of Saiga.
Time is passing, suicide is a constant solution at 30.​

relate so much to this...

 

[ugly_genius]

I don't know, as the only data I have to go on is your age. Not gona sell you a pipe dream and be 1 of those pricks who says "oh everything will work out ok", when the truth is they dont know that...

But in cold real factual terms, knowing only your age. If you are in good health, then you have a lot of time to at least improve the statistical chances. Get out and moneymaxx, enjoy life (if you're not suffering from some other problem which inhibits the ability to do that). If something happens in the process then it does. If not, then at least you've enjoyed the prime of your life. These are your prime years and they won't last forever.

And one thing i CAN tell you because i DO know. Is that if you choose not to do that, the regret that will come back to bite you is worse than anything that could even be quantified in a thread post using measly words.

 

[idk125]

college, especially if you're living on campus is easily the point at which your chances are highest.

yeah i guess

 

[idk125]

I don't know, as the only data I have to go on is your age. Not gona sell you a pipe dream and be 1 of those pricks who says "oh everything will work out ok", when the truth is they dont know that...

But in cold real factual terms, knowing only your age. If you are in good health, then you have a lot of time to at least improve the statistical chances. Get out and moneymaxx, enjoy life (if you're not suffering from some other problem which inhibits the ability to do that). If something happens in the process then it does. If not, then at least you've enjoyed the prime of your life. These are your prime years and they won't last forever.

And one thing i CAN tell you because i DO know. Is that if you choose not to do that, the regret that will come back to bite you is worse than anything that could even be quantified in a thread post using measly words.

do u think nofap can help me

 

[FarCel]

college, especially if you're living on campus is easily the point at which your chances are highest.

to each their own but college is pure suifuel if you don't already have a social network, not a HT extroverted normie or chad of course it can be very blackpilling to see "everyone" party and get laid while you rot

 

[ugly_genius]

do u think nofap can help me

At your age, I'd say yes. If it ranslates to using the time and energy you'd normally waste fapping. doing something else which is productive like musclemaxxing, or some other shit which translates to building self worth, and making you feel better about yourself. Porn is actually poisonous. The only point at which it becomes therapeutic is for those who have crossed the line of no return. You're nowhere near that yet. Try for as long as you can. Giving up/LDAR is only acceptable once you've exhausted all other avenues. Otherwise it's a bitch move.

 

[Deleted member 42691]

do u think nofap can help me

Why don’t you realize your only option is to moneymaxx

Not like you have better thing to do?

 

[idk125]

Why don’t you realize your only option is to moneymaxx

Not like you have better thing to do?

yeah i got 1 last year of school

 

[tacotown2142]

to each their own but college is pure suifuel if you don't already have a social network, not a HT extroverted normie or chad of course it can be very blackpilling to see "everyone" party and get laid while you rot

In college you may get assigned a room with someone who does have a social network and you can try to get them to invite you out to parties. My college experience was pretty hellish though I think I fucked up by not going to the parties that I probably could have. I went to a single frat party but I hated it. It was just girls grinding on random dudes (but not me obv) while my eardrums were assaulted by the shittiest music imaginable being played at earrape volumes and I just kinda stood there awkwardly not knowing what to do. Also there's the fact that I don't really like beer or most alcoholic stuff and I was always the odd one out. That kinda soured my experience on college parties so I didn't go to any more after that. Then I started living off-campus so I didn't even get invited to any then.

Moreover all the people around me clearly only did anything with me out of obligation so it's not like any of the people around were even friends with me or anything and 99% of everyone around me was unironically clinically retarded. Like these were the dumbest MFers on planet earth. I was completely shocked as to how the university just let in unironic retards. I went to public school for high school and even my peers then IQ mogged these dumbass college MFers that I was surrounded by. I literally couldn't relate to these people in any capacity and they couldn't relate to me. I was completely isolated as a result.

 

[idk125]

In college you may get assigned a room with someone who does have a social network and you can try to get them to invite you out to parties. My college experience was pretty hellish though I think I fucked up by not going to the parties that I probably could have. I went to a single frat party but I hated it. It was just girls grinding on random dudes (but not me obv) while my eardrums were assaulted by the shittiest music imaginable being played at earrape volumes and I just kinda stood there awkwardly not knowing what to do. Also there's the fact that I don't really like beer or most alcoholic stuff and I was always the odd one out. That kinda soured my experience on college parties so I didn't go to any more after that. Then I started living off-campus so I didn't even get invited to any then.

Moreover all the people around me clearly only did anything with me out of obligation so it's not like any of the people around were even friends with me or anything and 99% of everyone around me was unironically clinically retarded. Like these were the dumbest MFers on planet earth. I was completely shocked as to how the university just let in unironic retards. I went to public school for high school and even my peers then IQ mogged these dumbass college MFers that I was surrounded by. I literally couldn't relate to these people in any capacity and they couldn't relate to me. I was completely isolated as a result.

 

[텍스트]

yes bro, it's hell, what is the purpose of my life?

 

[idk125]

yes bro, it's hell, what is the purpose of my life?

I think the purpose is to suffer

 

[IncelKing]

I nevER feel like crying, I always feel like doing something to make myself feel bettER

 

[idk125]

I nevER feel like crying, I always feel like doing something to make myself feel bettER

 

[RollD20]

I don’t think I actually cried since I was like 14

 

[FarCel]

In college you may get assigned a room with someone who does have a social network and you can try to get them to invite you out to parties. My college experience was pretty hellish though I think I fucked up by not going to the parties that I probably could have. I went to a single frat party but I hated it. It was just girls grinding on random dudes (but not me obv) while my eardrums were assaulted by the shittiest music imaginable being played at earrape volumes and I just kinda stood there awkwardly not knowing what to do. Also there's the fact that I don't really like beer or most alcoholic stuff and I was always the odd one out. That kinda soured my experience on college parties so I didn't go to any more after that. Then I started living off-campus so I didn't even get invited to any then.

Moreover all the people around me clearly only did anything with me out of obligation so it's not like any of the people around were even friends with me or anything and 99% of everyone around me was unironically clinically retarded. Like these were the dumbest MFers on planet earth. I was completely shocked as to how the university just let in unironic retards. I went to public school for high school and even my peers then IQ mogged these dumbass college MFers that I was surrounded by. I literally couldn't relate to these people in any capacity and they couldn't relate to me. I was completely isolated as a result.

damn bro i thought we were gonna argue jfl but I can relate to everything you just said here.

 

[starcrapoo]

I think it could be worst. I live in one of the homeless capitals of America in the west coast and the amount of suffering I see is insane. Those mentally ill drug addicts probably wish someone would save them but they are stuck in their cycle of drug abuse. They are literally stuck in hell.

The city government enables them to continue their suffering until they die. If the government really cared, those junkies would be arrested and then sent for treatment even if treatment involved being tied to a bed.