Another mother being a... woman.
This is expected dear brocel, you can't count on them even if law says they should care about you because they actively choosed to give you ultimate suffering aka "life" prior.
I've been there, no parents, no safenet, no money. Now you have 2 ways: crawl back to that bastard of a foid and do what she says like a spineless maggott, or face the brutality of this life preserving your mental health and dignity on the run, being aware that you might face some phisical violence and some serious social stomping but after all that you might find the duality of happiness and salvation: freedom, OR DEATH. Which is the same thing shaped in 2 different forms indeed.
If you pick just roping tho, is faster and understandable. We're not just legally allowed to suggest that option but yes, understandable.