I could never do anything so deluded and lacking self awareness, its just not possible for me to use mental gymnastics
Think about how in denial you have to be to call a sex doll a "she" and say "she has made me genuinely happy"
I swear statements like this always confuse me because I can't comprehend how someone doesn't hear themselves and immediately realize that what they're saying doesn't make sense
A doll is an it, if he said "it makes me happy" I'd still say he was coping but at least he'd be self aware, but people like this are really just NPC's, no different than normies, they just got the short stick in the game
There's too much missing from the sexual experience with a doll, there's no warmth, no moaning, no eye contact, no nothing, its really pointless when you think about it
Let me put it this way, would you buy a dog doll because you wanted a pet dog?, and then name the doll and pretend like you are teaching it to play fetch, and spend time "petting" it? JFL (I doubt it)
Owning a sex doll for sex is just as ridiculous as that, it doesn't really meet the bare minimum requirements, you have to lie to yourself to convince yourself you are enjoying it and its "sex", it isn't sex, its masturbation, notice how he's so deluded he says - "cuddle and have sex with my beautiful doll"