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I Should KMS
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TLDR:
I wear these khaki? trousers to work. They're too big for me so I wear a belt. The belt is also too big in that the tightest belt hole still has the trousers falling off me. I had made a hole in the belt to make it tighter, but I guess I lost weight since then so the trousers still slip down. You can see my boxers and I have to constantly pull my trousers up.
I was walking home and coming in the opposite direction was a young foid, slightly hapa/mixed-Euro/off-"white" complexion although Caucasian eyes. She was pulling a suitcase. She was walking in front of what I assume was her boyfriend who was also dragging a suitcase. As I got closer to her, I expected her to avert her gaze as women usually do. But this foid actually looked me in the eyes. I decided: "may-may-maybe I should squi-sq-s-s-s-squint to make my eyes not so incel-looking". So I did.
Now this is possibly YEARS OF INCEL-COPE just fucking with my mind. But I could have sworn she looked down at my boxers, for a split second THEN LOOKED BACK IN MY EYES. Usually when a woman looks away from face, that's it. She won't ever look back, but this woman did. I guess the gymcelling is starting to show through my jumper/sweater these days too - I usually wear a coat but it's been hot enough not to bother the past 2 days.
Now I don't wannaa jump to conclusions cuz maybe there was a logical explanation. Maybe she had just had an argument with her boyfriend and was vulnerable or needed validation or some shit. Maybe I am in advanced hallucination-cope and she actually barfed at the side of the road but I didn't see it. Maybe I put my Toppik on today so well that I disguised my balding really well. No idea.
I'm probably coping but maybe there is a glimmer of hope.
I wear these khaki? trousers to work. They're too big for me so I wear a belt. The belt is also too big in that the tightest belt hole still has the trousers falling off me. I had made a hole in the belt to make it tighter, but I guess I lost weight since then so the trousers still slip down. You can see my boxers and I have to constantly pull my trousers up.
I was walking home and coming in the opposite direction was a young foid, slightly hapa/mixed-Euro/off-"white" complexion although Caucasian eyes. She was pulling a suitcase. She was walking in front of what I assume was her boyfriend who was also dragging a suitcase. As I got closer to her, I expected her to avert her gaze as women usually do. But this foid actually looked me in the eyes. I decided: "may-may-maybe I should squi-sq-s-s-s-squint to make my eyes not so incel-looking". So I did.
Now this is possibly YEARS OF INCEL-COPE just fucking with my mind. But I could have sworn she looked down at my boxers, for a split second THEN LOOKED BACK IN MY EYES. Usually when a woman looks away from face, that's it. She won't ever look back, but this woman did. I guess the gymcelling is starting to show through my jumper/sweater these days too - I usually wear a coat but it's been hot enough not to bother the past 2 days.
Now I don't wannaa jump to conclusions cuz maybe there was a logical explanation. Maybe she had just had an argument with her boyfriend and was vulnerable or needed validation or some shit. Maybe I am in advanced hallucination-cope and she actually barfed at the side of the road but I didn't see it. Maybe I put my Toppik on today so well that I disguised my balding really well. No idea.
I'm probably coping but maybe there is a glimmer of hope.