Incel_Marxist_Carn
Self-banned
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- Nov 22, 2022
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I do not care much about the phone itself, but I do care about what was on the phone... Notes about me and my oneitis, my love for her... (I was drunk whenever I wrote something, in after hand when I think about it, I wrote some super cringe and obsessive stuff, and now that information could have gone to anyone. hope phone data was just immediately deleted.
I also had hundreds of videos and photos of myself taken daily so I could know how ugly I was at a certain point in time from perspective of the camera, only because I've been constantly anxious my entire life (Since the age of 7) whenever I am outside about how others view me (one of the reasons why I never go outside). and also just to remind myself. its weird but I cannot control it. Im jealous of ugly Incels who simply do not have the same level of anxiety that I have over such things. its not that I care about other humans opinion, just that its fucking miserable having an ugly face and having others judge you and treat you badly because of it.
I also had hundreds of videos and photos of myself taken daily so I could know how ugly I was at a certain point in time from perspective of the camera, only because I've been constantly anxious my entire life (Since the age of 7) whenever I am outside about how others view me (one of the reasons why I never go outside). and also just to remind myself. its weird but I cannot control it. Im jealous of ugly Incels who simply do not have the same level of anxiety that I have over such things. its not that I care about other humans opinion, just that its fucking miserable having an ugly face and having others judge you and treat you badly because of it.