theonlytruecel
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So because today i have nostalgia lets start with the next story.
This story takes place about 8 years ago (gosh did so many years pass), when i was 19.
my sister had many friends and she always brought them home
i rarely talk with them because i disliked them
the girl in question was a little bit older than me 20 years old back then
i think she had a crush on me, though the feelings were not mutual (dont stab me i was incredibly naive back then i expected a supermodel)
because she was also a family friend we went to her family's house
then as i was playing vidya with that girl's brother my sister tells me to go outside
she tells me to meet her in the bathroom
i go there didn't know what to expect and i find that girl, my sister's friend
and suddenly the girl said no joking i cringe as i type this
"will you be my bf?"
i was repulsed by her back then. she was not pretty, and i thought i could do better. now i hit my head on the wall. i am sorry for the shit i have done
i answer "nah, i am not interested" or something similar and leave the bathroom
i spoke to her afterwards really rarely
its funny but still i am pretty much indifferent towards her
i dont consider what i did incredibly moronic, perhaps because i never loved her
now she has a son and she lives in another country
what can i say, i could have had a teenage romance but i declined
the main reason i had back then "she is a close friend it would be awkward"
i really dont want to brag, and i still feel terrible
perhaps i deserve this punishment
now i am 27 and i have no chance
sorry for the long post
This story takes place about 8 years ago (gosh did so many years pass), when i was 19.
my sister had many friends and she always brought them home
i rarely talk with them because i disliked them
the girl in question was a little bit older than me 20 years old back then
i think she had a crush on me, though the feelings were not mutual (dont stab me i was incredibly naive back then i expected a supermodel)
because she was also a family friend we went to her family's house
then as i was playing vidya with that girl's brother my sister tells me to go outside
she tells me to meet her in the bathroom
i go there didn't know what to expect and i find that girl, my sister's friend
and suddenly the girl said no joking i cringe as i type this
"will you be my bf?"
i was repulsed by her back then. she was not pretty, and i thought i could do better. now i hit my head on the wall. i am sorry for the shit i have done
i answer "nah, i am not interested" or something similar and leave the bathroom
i spoke to her afterwards really rarely
its funny but still i am pretty much indifferent towards her
i dont consider what i did incredibly moronic, perhaps because i never loved her
now she has a son and she lives in another country
what can i say, i could have had a teenage romance but i declined
the main reason i had back then "she is a close friend it would be awkward"
i really dont want to brag, and i still feel terrible
perhaps i deserve this punishment
now i am 27 and i have no chance
sorry for the long post