theonlytruecel
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Around 2-3 years ago i met a cute girl on some program i was going to.
She was not the best by normal standards, she looked too young she was around 20 at the time, too short, too shy,didnt get more than 20 likes on facebook. She read wherever she went books.
I liked her instantly she was exactly my type, not exactly goth but pretty gothy.
I was too beta to talk to her but despite my surprise she initiated.
Her friend came to talk to me but i was too beta and i said bullshit.
We returned each day to our houses which happened to be closeby, but i never proposed to meet with her.
We always had fun, and she seemed pretty lively towards me.
One day, she was pretty good to me but i thought she was cold, so i insulted her.
Multiple times.
She never spoke to me again.
We didn't kiss, we didn't fuck, we didnt do nothing.
My closest chance and I ruined it.
Before she left for ever she told me " we could have a great future together"
Afterwards i thought i was victorious, but i realized i fucked up
why did i do this to myself?
i could have been out of here
i could have been normal
but no, god had another plan for me
now i found her on facebook
i didnt know what to do
but no. she has Chad, kissing her.
and that makes me boil
She was not the best by normal standards, she looked too young she was around 20 at the time, too short, too shy,didnt get more than 20 likes on facebook. She read wherever she went books.
I liked her instantly she was exactly my type, not exactly goth but pretty gothy.
I was too beta to talk to her but despite my surprise she initiated.
Her friend came to talk to me but i was too beta and i said bullshit.
We returned each day to our houses which happened to be closeby, but i never proposed to meet with her.
We always had fun, and she seemed pretty lively towards me.
One day, she was pretty good to me but i thought she was cold, so i insulted her.
Multiple times.
She never spoke to me again.
We didn't kiss, we didn't fuck, we didnt do nothing.
My closest chance and I ruined it.
Before she left for ever she told me " we could have a great future together"
Afterwards i thought i was victorious, but i realized i fucked up
why did i do this to myself?
i could have been out of here
i could have been normal
but no, god had another plan for me
now i found her on facebook
i didnt know what to do
but no. she has Chad, kissing her.
and that makes me boil