A formal introduction

[BookwormCel]

Well, sort of.

Greetings to all of you reading this thread.

I'm 22, slavic, 5"7. I have a weak chin and a big (a little bit deformed) ugly nose. Also comedonal acne. And to make the matters worse, I think I'm quite socially inept and totally socially awkward (my previous religiosity could have something to do with it but you can never be too sure). Introverted. KHHV.

I think, what funny is that in the past (school/university years) some women did show interest in me, but I would not approach them or ask them out because I literally couldn't make myself to do this (It could be just a delusion though.) The older you become, the harder it gets, though. So, lately I've been trying to get to know some women (at bars/social 'meet-ups', but I'm mostly ignored or even despised by them, at least that's how I perceieve it. Even if I did succeed I don't think I'd be able to maintain a relationship because of my shyness/ineptness around women and in general. Now I'm thinking of escortmaxxing but haven't made a decision just yet.

I do a lot of reading and writing (I'm interested in religious studies) and I think it can be considered a form of escapism. So most of the time I'm okay. That is, as long as I'm at home, but you have to get out eventually and get public and that gives me a lot of suifuel/ragefuel.

I've been visiting this and another forum for a couple of years now, but haven't been contributing anything. Yesterday, after getting another dose of suifuel I went home and registered.

I guess that's about it.

 

[Incline]

Welcome

 

[coping_manlet]

Welcome fellow manlet slavcel

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Hello.

Yes. I am a "mentalcel with body dysmorphic disorder". More specifically, a short(5'3) 23+ KHHV ethnicel with severe social anxiety and stuttering issues.

The "dysmorphia" is the result of years of denigration. At one point, I could not "bate" nakedly without feeling ashamed and disgusted. Or even look into a mirror.

I am a very dark-skinned Blasian...undesirable Negroid traits in bigoted Western society. I cannot drive.

This is why my oneitis preferred White males over me...I could never match her standards.

I live in supportive housing and on disability money.

 

[BookwormCel]

ok grayscel

you can talk to me if you want
i am very active
and will have complicated and meaningful conversations

Welcome

Welcome fellow manlet slavcel

Thanks guys

Hello.

That's brutal my friend. Never began.

 

[Anxiety-]

Welcome. I'm 5'2.

 

[timmy]

Well, sort of.

Greetings to all of you reading this thread.

I'm 22, slavic, 5"7. I have a weak chin and a big (a little bit deformed) ugly nose. Also comedonal acne. And to make the matters worse, I think I'm quite socially inept and totally socially awkward (my previous religiosity could have something to do with it but you can never be too sure). Introverted. KHHV.

I think, what funny is that in the past (school/university years) some women did show interest in me, but I would not approach them or ask them out because I literally couldn't make myself to do this (It could be just a delusion though.) The older you become, the harder it gets, though. So, lately I've been trying to get to know some women (at bars/social 'meet-ups', but I'm mostly ignored or even despised by them, at least that's how I perceieve it. Even if I did succeed I don't think I'd be able to maintain a relationship because of my shyness/ineptness around women and in general. Now I'm thinking of escortmaxxing but haven't made a decision just yet.

I do a lot of reading and writing (I'm interested in religious studies) and I think it can be considered a form of escapism. So most of the time I'm okay. That is, as long as I'm at home, but you have to get out eventually and get public and that gives me a lot of suifuel/ragefuel.

I've been visiting this and another forum for a couple of years now, but haven't been contributing anything. Yesterday, after getting another dose of suifuel I went home and registered.

I guess that's about it.

 

[NorthernWind]

Women talking to you don't necessarily signals any sexual/romantic interest. Some women were raised to be polite and well-mannered.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

Women talking to you don't necessarily signals any sexual/romantic interest. Some women were raised to be polite and well-mannered.

then don't talk to me and give me hope

 

[BookwormCel]

Welcome. I'm 5'2.

Thanks

anyone who follows me gets a follow back

(unless he is suspicions)

Women talking to you don't necessarily signals any sexual/romantic interest. Some women were raised to be polite and well-mannered.

Yes, that is exactly what I've been getting recently. As for my university years, I specifically remember one staring at me for a couple of minutes and trying to get in touch with me (I wasn't that friendly back to her). And with another I was actually able to develop a friendly relationship and I was really into her. I really thought we had some chemistry between us, but it turned out that she had a bf . Then, we got separated (good, because it felt kind of weird/cucked since the moment I learned about her bf) and never saw each other again. The whole thing lasted for just 2 weeks lmao. So I don't really know what was that shit, but it's THE closest I've been to a woman.

TL;DR you're right.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Mogs me bc women showed interest in you

 

[BookwormCel]

Mogs me bc women showed interest in you

lol. Could be a delusion, like i said. Especially since all I'm getting now is banter/small-talk with milfs out of pity/politeness (best-case scenario)

 

[LeFrenchCel]

lol. Could be a delusion, like i said. Especially since all I'm getting now is banter with milfs out of pity/politeness (best-case scenario)

Brutal af.
Welcome to your new home btw.

 

[BookwormCel]

Brutal af.
Welcome to your new home btw.

Thanks man

 

[ElTruecel]

Brutal