kay'
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Rope thoughts are extremely potent.
I go to the balcony to breath, i picture myself jumping.
I go to the fridge, i picture myself freezing inside the freezer.
I take a knife to slice bread, i picture the knife going through my wrist.
I slept like 4 hours.
I cant do this, i am forced to be an addict and if i try to stop, my back pain and med withdrawals take my hand and throw me back in this vortex.
What the fuck do i do?
I go to the balcony to breath, i picture myself jumping.
I go to the fridge, i picture myself freezing inside the freezer.
I take a knife to slice bread, i picture the knife going through my wrist.
I slept like 4 hours.
I cant do this, i am forced to be an addict and if i try to stop, my back pain and med withdrawals take my hand and throw me back in this vortex.
What the fuck do i do?