Venting 25yo. KHHV.

[smith]

I failed in my life. Here's a vision of my future I will most likely have.
By age 30, cope from my career no longer working. By age 35, fully burned out and depressed. By age 50, completely detached and implicitly excluded from society and exhibiting early signs of insanity from loneliness. By age 70, the local village wacko.
I just wanted love.
Fuck my chud life.

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

I just wanted love.
Fuck my chud life.

 

[Icarus]

No point living past 30 tbh

 

[smith]

No point living past 30 tbh

not doing it before my parents pass on. no need to traumatize them. but I do have a plan for when the time comes, opiod overdose is by far the most pleasant and peaceful way to go.

 

[Icarus]

not doing it before my parents pass on. no need to traumatize them. but I do have a plan for when the time comes, opiod overdose is by far the most pleasant and peaceful way to go.

Not a bad idea tbh

I go back and forth on it as well. I really don't want to live into my 40s. My parents are in their 50s and both my grandparents are still around.

I am just hoping I'll have some sort of health complication and I'll die in my sleep.

 

[anon65]

I am just hoping I'll have some sort of health complication and I'll die in my sleep.

This, or if life becomes unbearable I will kill myself in the woods somehow. Either jumping off a ginormous cliff and closing my eyes, or just blasting my head off.

 

[Icarus]

This, or if life becomes unbearable I will kill myself in the woods somehow. Either jumping off a ginormous cliff and closing my eyes, or just blasting my head off.

There was never any good ending for us anyway. Just try to cope for as long as you can, and live every day like it's your last.

It's all on a timer until the lights turn off for good.

 

[Aventador]

don't worry the redpill says men peak at their 50's

seriously though, I think as long as you manage to have a good career you are gold. i think i relaxed once i figured out that i won't have to stress about relationship and kids. If I were to had a good career I would live a much stress free and happier life than normies with families and other responsibilities.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I actually have some hope for future, even alone.
Actually i need to stop this huge dopamine and serotonine leakage from my brain - even with dozens of funny jew antideppresant candies i can't properly focus.