Venting 2020 was the worst year of my life...

[zekr]

2020 really was the worst year of my life. I really had no idea it could get worse but it somehow did and I remember saying to myself 2 years ago at this point on new years of 2019 that " Im at rock bottom and this year Im gonna fix shit because it can't get worse than this..." complete KEK. I truly truly had no idea a year ago that all this shit would happen. Ive been in NEET mode for like 9 months now, something I swore Id never go back into because its hell and this was all because of the coronavirus lockdowns. Ive gained 60 pounds since march (coping with food). I lost my only friend that Id known for over 14 years who was also help keeping my sanity, and all my acquaintances (I have literally noone and havent talked to anyone other than my parents in months now other than a weekly counselor). My parents are in financial hardships thus am I because I have no job. I failed all of my online classes this semester due to severe depression and wasted the tuition money. All of my mental issues have resurfaced to the worst theyve ever been in my life, can't even escape with sleep cus daily nightmares. I havent even talked to another girl in essentially a year and that was when I asked her to pass me my laptop charger... it can get worse bros.

 

[Selinity]

it can get worse bros.

This is something idiots don't understand. Things never get truly better, you get better at coping or doing whatever thing it is. The world won't magically fix your problems, it's all on you.

 

[Deleted member 16390]

This is something idiots don't understand. Things never get truly better, you get better at coping or doing whatever thing it is. The world won't magically fix your problems, it's all on you.

Also many idiots don't realized that even if a person does their best , things may still get worse and worse.
There are many causes for this, for one there are 8 billions people out there and most are more likely looking for ways to harm and exploit you in some ways.
If this world make any sense at all and follow certain logical pattern that I have observed, hopefully 2021 will be even worse for the majority of people.

 

[Kevin Logan]

Only 2020?

 

[Selinity]

8 billions people out there and most are more likely looking for ways to harm and exploit you in some ways.

Blue pilled logic reasons that everyone is nice and want's to help you out. truth is, the person who cares the most about you is you not your mom, siblings and certainly not some cock gagging FOID. It's incel's against the world, I swear.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

LOLZ OMG 2020 WAS LITERALLY THE WORST YEAR EVER OMG DRUMPF LET 60 BILLION PEOPLE DIE FROM THE YELLOW PLAGUE LOL OMG I HOPE 2021 IS BETTER
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LMFAO this

 

[imsorry]

im afraid of 2021

 

[MaxZM98]

just find a girl who will financially provide for you. realise your worth!

oh wait sorry I forgot only foids live life on tutorial mode. that advice wont work for you

 

[Tenshi]

mine was quite okay as weird as it may seem, 2019 though was terrible

LOLZ OMG 2020 WAS LITERALLY THE WORST YEAR EVER OMG DRUMPF LET 60 BILLION PEOPLE DIE FROM THE YELLOW PLAGUE LOL OMG I HOPE 2021 IS BETTER
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[squirrelsonfire2]

Every year has been trash for me

 

[your personality]

True. The double standards and mistreatment of incels is out in the open now compared to even one year ago.

 

[Incline]

Every time I said to myself 'Right that's it, it can't possibly get any worse' life never failed to disappoint me.

1 step forward 5 steps back. Story of my life. Sometimes life will feel generous and throw in a couple steps extra but don't worry the day after it will hit you twice as hard to remind you of your place as genetic trash. In the end life as an incel is like playing in a crooked casino. House always wins.

Life's a real bitch sometimes.

 

[Deleted member 27495]

same. And now as 2021 is about to begin i am likely going to go to be hospitalized soon for a medical problem ive been dealing with

 

[epillepsy]

mine was quite okay as weird as it may seem, 2019 though was terrible

2019 was garbage for crypto, by far one of the worst years.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

Every year has been trash for me

Same

2020 was truly a shitshow and I'm sorry, but

Never think this. It can literally always get worse. Always. That's my life experience.

This. I'm in my 30s and nothing gets better. I can only hope I die before every waking moment of existence becomes so awful that the living envy the dead.

 

[Deleted member 27159]

2020 is the best year I had actually. No irl school and many normies lost their jobs and ropes which is always lifefuel

 

[FukFeminism]

Only 2020?

 

[Hell]

2020 was the best year I've had in ages
I got to work from home, I got to NEET it up while getting trumpbux, I got to sit back to jerk off to the thought of the world ending and normals suffering, I got to hide my subhuman face in public with a mask without people giving me weird stares, crypto mooned again, the BLM riot bullshit was fun to watch, normals crying over not being able to be social, etc.

2020 was based as Hell and if you disagree you're probably a normalfag.

 

[Deleted member 30682]

LOLZ OMG 2020 WAS LITERALLY THE WORST YEAR EVER OMG DRUMPF LET 60 BILLION PEOPLE DIE FROM THE YELLOW PLAGUE LOL OMG I HOPE 2021 IS BETTER
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Normfags.co

 

[ShiiOfTheSPLC]

LOLZ OMG 2020 WAS LITERALLY THE WORST YEAR EVER OMG DRUMPF LET 60 BILLION PEOPLE DIE FROM THE YELLOW PLAGUE LOL OMG I HOPE 2021 IS BETTER
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kek’d

tbh I also find normtards complaining about 2020 irritating but OP seems to have some genuinely bad shit going on in his personal life

 

[Deleted member 27249]

Sad thing is, 2020 was probably the best year of my shit life. And I barely left the house

 

[Deleted member 21768]

You smell like a fakecel.

 

[starcrapoo]

I like wearing my mask around. I actually don't like taking it off. Even in my car.

I hate showing my ugly fat Asian face.

2020 has been the best year for my mental health. 2021 and going will be the worst. I fuckin hate people with a passion,

 

[Deleted member 1983]

eh, lost my job this year but not that bothered because it was dogshit with terrible management.

other than that 2020 has been pretty uneventful for me as per tradition.

little changes for incels.

2020 was the best year I've had in ages
I got to work from home, I got to NEET it up while getting trumpbux, I got to sit back to jerk off to the thought of the world ending and normals suffering, I got to hide my subhuman face in public with a mask without people giving me weird stares, crypto mooned again, the BLM riot bullshit was fun to watch, normals crying over not being able to be social, etc.

2020 was based as Hell and if you disagree you're probably a normalfag.

good take

 

[Deleted member 10150]

best yrs good show hope world END 2020 , full NEET , COPEmaxxx , new gaming PC , get rid of alot of things decluter , hope 2021 be even better

wild decade our decade

 

[FlamingCel]

Actually one of my best years

 

[LittleDarkAge]

Worst year of your life so far

 

[Over_this_Life]

2020 has sucked for me but 2019 was worse

 

[Deleted member 27161]

Worst year of my life as well. It only gets worse

 

[Truecelsubhuman]

2020 was good for me, i could stay at home and forget about everyone outside who MOG me jfl.
and normies beta buxer simps lost their wife lifefuel man

 

[Selinity]

im afraid of 2021

same. Things rarely ever get better

 

[Deleted member 29351]

LOLZ OMG 2020 WAS LITERALLY THE WORST YEAR EVER OMG DRUMPF LET 60 BILLION PEOPLE DIE FROM THE YELLOW PLAGUE LOL OMG I HOPE 2021 IS BETTER
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LMAO SO TRUE

 

[TTB]

The events of this year have changed nothing.

 

[Subhuman Orangutan]

2020 is the best year I had actually. No irl school and many normies lost their jobs and ropes which is always lifefuel

Unironically this.

 

[ElliotRodgerGod]

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[waste matter]

just a reminder it will only get worse, trust me.

 

[Deleted member 27161]

just a reminder it will only get worse, trust me.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

lets see. i got fired but also didnt have to go outside at all.

so pretty good year i guess

 

[Emba]

I can't wait for 2021

 

[Watercel]

This is something idiots don't understand. Things never get truly better, you get better at coping or doing whatever thing it is. The world won't magically fix your problems, it's all on you.

 

[Mulattocel]

Same

 

[BlkPillPres]

I failed all of my online classes this semester due to severe depression and wasted the tuition money

1. JFL at "muh depression", you clearly don't value money else you'd have made sure you passed your classes, I can tell from this statement you aren't from a poor family, a poor person would never say or do this bullshit, they wouldn't waste money like this

This thread is some woe is me bullshit post, it was a "bad year" for you, it was just another year of YOU making bad decisions, and what people like you don't get is that bad decisions are cumulative, they all add up in succession and then you wake up in a shitty life

I seriously hate seeing shit like this - "Bro I just wasted tens of thousands of dollars because I was feeling sad.......... oh well"

Are you fucking serious

2. 2020 was the best year of my life, got paid just to be home on vacation and used that time to start wealthmaxxing

 

[InMyCellInHell]

Every year has been trash for me

 

[erenyeager]

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[zekr]

1. JFL at "muh depression", you clearly don't value money else you'd have made sure you passed your classes, I can tell from this statement you aren't from a poor family, a poor person would never say or do this bullshit, they wouldn't waste money like this

This thread is some woe is me bullshit post, it was a "bad year" for you, it was just another year of YOU making bad decisions, and what people like you don't get is that bad decisions are cumulative, they all add up in succession and then you wake up in a shitty life

I seriously hate seeing shit like this - "Bro I just wasted tens of thousands of dollars because I was feeling sad.......... oh well"

Are you fucking serious

2. 2020 was the best year of my life, got paid just to be home on vacation and used that time to start wealthmaxxing

Never saw this until now a year later. I value money more than anything, that should show you how down bad I was. Couldn't even do homework or attend the online classes because my mind would not physically work at the time. I would yell and go into a rage just thinking about the money wasted, luckily it wasn't close to ten thousand. You clearly haven't experienced depression because you are one of those people who just thinks it's just an extreme version of feeling sad rather than grasping the concept of avolition. This is the high IQ poster this board claims to love?

Also look at home many people who responded are either banned or just stopped coming to .is. But I guess Im the fakecel. If you are truly incel would you not just be in a state of constant depression?

 

[proudweeb]

2008 or 2010 was the worst of mine. mainly because I was in college and being constantly reminded of my inceldom daily. now I rarely even see or interact with women IRL so things are more peaceful

 

[Eugenicelsarefunny]

Never saw this until now a year later. I value money more than anything, that should show you how down bad I was. Couldn't even do homework or attend the online classes because my mind would not physically work at the time. I would yell and go into a rage just thinking about the money wasted, luckily it wasn't close to ten thousand. You clearly haven't experienced depression because you are one of those people who just thinks it's just an extreme version of feeling sad rather than grasping the concept of avolition. This is the high IQ poster this board claims to love?

Also look at home many people who responded are either banned or just stopped coming to .is. But I guess Im the fakecel. If you are truly incel would you not just be in a state of constant depression?

Fuck him and whoever commented under the same lines of thought. Depression is very much real and lack of desire to be productive is very plausible as an incel. Every year is inherently shit as an incel, but I do hope this one got less shittier for you

 

[BlkPillPres]

You clearly haven't experienced depression because you are one of those people who just thinks it's just an extreme version of feeling sad rather than grasping the concept of avolition. This is the high IQ poster this board claims to love?

If feelings of anger and desperation don't override whatever depression you are feeling, let me tell you, your life is amazing.

You probably just have martyr complex.

You just sound privileged.

How the fuck could depression measure up to hunger?

How the fuck could depression measure up to destitution?

Notice you don't hear anything about people complaining about depression in poor countries where starving to death is a norm......... oh wait, they have actual real problems to worry about.


To me, "saying I'm too depressed to do anything" is the ultimate admission of privilege.

It means that you are completely sure that even if you continuously fail you'll have access to food, water, shelter, etc.

Sorry, some of us don't have it that easy, I guarantee if your circumstances were different you'd see how ridiculous those excuses sound.

Have you ever went a day or two hungry?

Your belly doesn't care how "depressed" you are, all that nonsense goes out of the way in the face of biological reality.

People with actual hardships to face don't have the luxury of telling themselves "I'm depressed", it's something you feel and you keep doing what's necessary anyways because you don't have a choice.

 

[Deleted member 35171]

This is something idiots don't understand. Things never get truly better, you get better at coping or doing whatever thing it is. The world won't magically fix your problems, it's all on you.

Based af.

If feelings of anger and desperation don't override whatever depression you are feeling, let me tell you, your life is amazing.

You probably just have martyr complex.

You just sound privileged.

How the fuck could depression measure up to hunger?

How the fuck could depression measure up to destitution?

Notice you don't hear anything about people complaining about depression in poor countries where starving to death is a norm......... oh wait, they have actual real problems to worry about.


To me, "saying I'm too depressed to do anything" is the ultimate admission of privilege.

It means that you are completely sure that even if you continuously fail you'll have access to food, water, shelter, etc.

Sorry, some of us don't have it that easy, I guarantee if your circumstances were different you'd see how ridiculous those excuses sound.

Have you ever went a day or two hungry?

Your belly doesn't care how "depressed" you are, all that nonsense goes out of the way in the face of biological reality.

People with actual hardships to face don't have the luxury of telling themselves "I'm depressed", it's something you feel and you keep doing what's necessary anyways because you don't have a choice.

I accept that depression is real but denying its existence and trivializing it like you have done in that post is ironically the only way to deal with and get over it.

Gymmaxxing cured my depression.

 

[BlkPillPres]

I accept that depression is real but denying its existence and trivializing it like you have done in that post is ironically the only way to deal with and get over it.

I'm not really trivializing it, I'm stating the difference between someone who has a choice and someone who doesn't have a choice.

Depression could be as big and serious of an issue as ever, and even then, if you want to have an enjoyable life you don't have a choice but to fight against it.

Poor people don't have a choice.

People need to get out of this mindset of thinking they need "motivation" to do things, the only thing you need is "desperation", and if you don't have that, YOU ARE PRIVILEGED.

All the guys you'll see saying they're too depressed to do anything but LDAR conveniently have parents that will support them or live in a rich country with a welfare system that will allow them to do that........ it's funny how that works. It's almost as if they wouldn't make that excuse if it would leave them homeless and starving.

Gymmaxxing cured my depression.

Exercising consistently made me more depressed because I was too tired to work on wealthmaxxing for the rest of the day lol.

I'll get back to exercising when my finances are in order.