I was walking around at night and decided to go down a side street and smoke a ciggy. I was walking and noticed the foids and just looked straight ahead like I normally do when foids pass. As they approached me I did a "no hands drag" where I just put the cigarette in my mouth and hit it. I'll admit I rarely smoke, maybe a pack a year if even and so maybe it looked a little unnatural. I didn't really inhale the drag at all but let the smoke just come out after hitting it. I think it was a nervous tick because when I pass groups of people I usually touch my face or something like that so the cig sublimated that tick as something else. As the smoke was going into my face the foids laughed right at me. That literally hasn't happened since high school and I'm 24 years old now. It took me back to a bad place and I feel deflated as I type this. It could have just been a combination of that plus my looks in that I look pretty disheveled (full beard +long hair) and maybe looked weird when I did that or maybe they thought I was trying to show off or something by just putting the cig in my mouth instead of holding it but yeah just wanted to vent. They looked like they were late teens and both white girls with that "neo-soho" fashion look (baggy pants, weird tops, etc). I rarely post here but just wanted to vent and needed advice because I feel really bad. It didn't hit me at first but once I got home I just felt terrible.
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