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Snhook
Public Incellectual.
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A year later and I'm nowhere closer to meeting an actual potential partner. Pretty much nothing has changed. After the first time I escortceled exactly a year ago, I did it a few more times after that but then I had to stop because the cost wasn't really worth it and it started to become a burdensome cope.
The thought of other men my age getting sex several times a week with their girlfriends or one night stands that actually enjoyed their company and are attracted to them while I had to pay DOZENS of dollars just for a 15-30 minute session for some foid that's just doing her job made me feel like a massive loser so I had to quit it.
In retrospect, I don't actually think I regret it to be honest. I'm slowly coming to terms with the reality that no woman will ever be attracted to me so if I never etscotceled then I would've just died a virgin.
The thought of other men my age getting sex several times a week with their girlfriends or one night stands that actually enjoyed their company and are attracted to them while I had to pay DOZENS of dollars just for a 15-30 minute session for some foid that's just doing her job made me feel like a massive loser so I had to quit it.
In retrospect, I don't actually think I regret it to be honest. I'm slowly coming to terms with the reality that no woman will ever be attracted to me so if I never etscotceled then I would've just died a virgin.