You're getting confused - finding peace and zen devoid of want is "white pill"
I'm too old to figure out what color pill is what. I accept reality and am at peace with it. Whatever color pill that is.
Accepting I can't afford a steak doesn't make me stop wanting a steak dude.
Ah. Great point. Here's my response.
If you
literally can't afford a steak, and you're not an old retired man, you can always figure out a way to make enough money to have steak regularly. Because steaks are available for purchase, at different price points ranging from grocery store to 5-star steakhouse.
If you want more sex (and you're not an old retired man), you can always figure out a way to make enough money to enjoy different hookers regularly. Because sex is available for purchase, at different price points ranging from 3rd world sex tourist mongering, to freelancers online, to expensive agency escorts.
That is as far as you taking control of your desires and finding a way to meet them among the products (steak) and services (sex workers) available on the market.
Now your desire is this blue-pilled version of so-called "love". You cannot buy a woman's "love" or genuine affection. So that is where your steak analogy breaks down. You are tying your desires and your happiness to something outside your control, aka a woman's feelings. This is a losing game and I don't even engage in it.
If I want sex, I can choose to pay for an hooker.
If I want cuddling/affection/smooches/simulation of love/good playful conversation/therapeutic listening ear, I can choose to pay for a
GFE escort.
I don't desire anything more than that which is beyond my control aka blue-pilled "love".
It's a fantasy if you convince yourself women are pure evil 100% of the time, it's a coping mechanism.
Women aren't evil. They are by nature illogical and
manipulative.
In the old days this nature of women was kept in control due to society norms of old school patriarchy. In today's feminist environment where all women are raised feminists under the delusion that they are "equal", etc, this is too large a problem to overcome. Only the top 1% of 1% of chads can be in happy, stable relationships these days. Every other beta average guy I know is experiencing varying levels of misery mainly due to feminism and all its resulting havoc.
So I don't avoid women because they are "evil" but because today's society isn't designed to contain their chaos.
blue-pilled Disney fantasy.
My sincere suggestion to you is (if you have the funds), fuck 10 GFE escorts and pay for it. Has to be GFE, so they cuddle, talk, hang out, etc as well.
That is what I recommend to all incels, so atleast now your mind won't over value sex and female companionship and you can see things without being blinded by sexual thirst.