It's Over In 3 years I am 30

[deadone]

I'm medically deformed in many different ways. Extreme asymmetry, missing facial bones, wrong dimensions,,,,, I get lots of stares and whispered about etc..... I just want to sleep and never wake up again

i have average face, but have some rare skin shit disease called pityriasis rubra pilaris not as hard type that you find on the internet but handholding is out of question, and on top of that spine, height not so good. I cope with thinking i am still alive so all good.